Am I amazing for not wanting to do this **TRIGGER WARNING**

[callmehannahbaker]

At 3.38 this day 2 years ago I was pulled from the wrong side of a bridge by policemen.

I have worked bloody hard to sort my head out.

I have put on nearly 6 stone (and counting) through meds.

I am allowed to live with DD alone

I'm doing bloody good

First thread I've read this morning and so glad I did - well done OP, I hope that every day things get a little easier for you and DD...

That's made me teary too - bloody well done OP, you are brilliant

Fantastic thread. Well done OP

DD just woke up and the first thing she grumbled was "love you mummy". I'm so glad I'm here.

This is lovely! Had me teary too. Well done OP. I love the charity shops, have had some tight good bargains

Well done op

Just remember 14 isn't massive, if you're not happy there thats Ok, but don't beat yourself up about it

One step at a time, sounds like you are on your way

You are indeed amazing.

I hope that sharing your experience is going to help others going through hard times at the moment.

Thank you.

You are amazing.
Truly.
You are a survivor, a fighter, you are just as strong and amazing as a cancer survivor, you battled through an illness that nearly killed you and you are beating it, you're not in remission yet but you'll get there.

Actually you are stronger than that, you survived, you beat it not just because of the medication or the help you received but because you chose to fight, you wanted to get better.

You are amazing, you deserve all the love that beautiful little girl gives you, you are incredible.

Absolutely beautiful thread

I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I'm so bloody proud of you. You're doing brilliantly

What a wonderful thread.
Thank you!

This made me very teary. So beautiful. Well done op! You've been through so much and managed to come out the other end, you're so strong and grace. Your daughter is so lucky to have a strong mother like you!
Take things one step at a time, be kind to yourself. Dont stress about weight and other things you see as negatives just yet, you are beautiful! Enjoy your body and life

Very well done! Lots of us hit rock bottom and only those who have can understand what you went through and how hard it is to "pull yourself together" (which is what idiots say all the time grrr!).

How wonderful to read your post. Keep going, onwards and upwards.

Congratulations! You are amazing and inspirational

This is lovely. I'm so glad you have come through. Having lost someone to suicide a few months ago, I can assure you, you've made the best choice. As far as I can see suicide transfers the pain to ones you love and creates a vicious cycle of suffering. Well done on breaking the cycle and starting on a a fabulous future for you and your wee one. What a strong person you are

I'm so sorry for you sure. I know my family still struggle daily worrying about me so I can't imagine what I'd have put them through had I succeeded.

Well done OP. Long may your good health continue.

What a lovely thread to start the day with

Wohooo! 👍🏻 💐

That's brilliant, congratulations.

I was so proud of myself the other day when I realised i hadn't got stressed and shouty in a situation that would normally make me so (after 1 year if AD's and 12 sessions of CBT.

So I can't begin to imagine how epic you must feel! X

Well done. What an excellent thread! You are clearly not Hannah Baker OP. Good luck with your haircut!

Well done. Onwards and upwards, OP.

Well done OP, you truly are amazing. Hope you have given your DD that big squishy hug.

Thanks for sharing. It's lovely to read such a positive thread.

OP, you are an inspiration, not only to your Dd but to anyone reading this thread. Keep on keeping on, you are doing BRILLIANTLY!

That is truly amazing OP, I'm so glad that you've found happiness.

Wishing you and your little one the best of everything