would you rather be Mentally Normal or fat?

[Mitchy1nge]

oi

Did I not type and tell you that? I meant to. Sorry.

Mitchy have you gone to the cmht yet? If you don't go you have to see the rape counsellor for me. She will just talk at you. You don't need to say anything.

My lunch today will be The Omelette although I like the sound of that salmon.

Not sure I deserve any lunch as only just got out out of bed. Yet in 5 minutes I have achieved 2 useful things: called AA out to broken down car and confirmed psych appt.

Might to back to bed now. It's exhausting being efficient and DOING STUFF.

My single achievement this morning has been cleaning the litter tray so you're one step ahead of me.

(((( mp )))) (((( all ))))

I've just got back from the dentist. No caffeine for me for a few hours, I need it to stay awake.

My lunch will be lamb rogan josh (no rice).

Ah thanks for the coffee not creosote. Hot smoked salmon sounds yum. I'm going out for lunch with lovely mentally normal friend. She does a good line in therapy by organising me into doing things. much better than clinical psychology at £160 per hour

How did the dentist go snowy? Given DPs occupation I'm forbidden from bad mouthing dentists, they are all wonderful people.

no no no no no no

how is it the afternoon already?! I've only just had 'breakfast' (nescafe sachet gloop)

I really don't feel all that well tbh but let us dwell on our achievements:

achieved taking #3 into school when she was a bit late for the taxi
achieved a bit of some dodgy telephone cognitive assessment by a sort of friend who can be horrible sometimes
achieved chat with mad jewish cancerous friend
achieved putting on trousers although absolutely every other item of clothing has been on me for DAYS and NIGHTS
achieved a single but exquisitely painful calf raise on worst leg, they are both a bit fucked
achieved unloading and reloading dishwasher, putting a tablet in and switching it on

Ivy, I cannot make phone calls at al, especially not to book appointments, so that sounds like a good mornings work. I have to go places in person if I need to book anything.

I was fine, just needed a filling replaced (no anaesthetic needed as it was on a tooth that has a root canal). Maybe need a crown, discussing it in 3 months. Carer on the other hand was v. dentist phobic, needing reassurance

I'm trying to decide whether to email CPN. Not sure it's safe to put my thoughts into writing.

You sound like you've done loads mitchy, kudos.

Well done Mitchy you have done loads. I've also now booked some train tickets.

am trying to persuade mad cancerous jewish friend to do a blog post about The Omelette

there's lots to be said about it but she won't

Would anyone like a hat? I am powering through sadness by knitting hats.

I make better hats than tea.

I like hats, do them on a circular needle/magic loop.

Yeh me too. Usually dpns. This is a sew up the side one though.

What sort of pattern is it?

I'm what way? It's one of the buy the wool and the pattern comes with it, ribbed and then moss stitch.

Sounds nice

Caulk, Is it at RSVP? (No, I'm not your therapist there either, but I've had dealings with them).
I'll go there for you, if you go to see DTherapist for me

Has everyone seen [http://www.admiral.com/newsletter/drug-driving-do-you-know-the-limits.php this]] new drug driving laws including some anti anxiety and anti psychotic.

so you knit it flat on normal needles?

have made omelette with one egg (strange to have only one left?) worked pretty well, with extra spinach, like a fritter

Yep, because I often lose the second needle and I only had circular ones of the right size.

I just saw that, Caulkhead.

I have actually achieved two things today - I got myself out of the house to Lidl, and I have swept the hard floors downstairs. I swept up enough dog fur to knit another dog - and now ddog1 has wandered through and helpfully shed another dogs-worth of fur. Why did I bother?

I've got a friend coming round tomorrow - we met at group therapy, found out we lived near eachother, and have stayed in touch ever since. We normally get together once a month, or so, and spend hours drinking coffee and eating cake in Dobbies coffee shop. Actually - we usually start early, so we can have breakfast too. But we sit and blether for hours.

I can't go out for that long, because it wouldn't be fair to leave ddog2 all alone in her cage for that long - so my friend is coming round here instead, and I have coffee and walnut cake to share with her. Yum!

Do you live near me I wonder? There is a dobbies not too far away. Or maybe there isn't and I'm remembering when I lived in Devon I wonder?

I have achieved not re wiring the light switch and knitting half a hat. It's almost time for trains and town and counselling. Ugh.