Full Mental Normality

[Enpoid]

Kubricking it.

I don't know, it sounds awful although as an experience kind of makes sense given your state of mind at the time? from your description it makes sense to me the reader, I mean

I think you should file it under whatever heading makes you feel the most in charge of your life and well being

he's not looking any more cheerful these days :(

I don't think it's a hallucination.

Fair enough I generally look upon it as an expression of self-hatred so strong I mistakenly attributed it to other people, and leave it at that. Years and years since I last felt like that though. I don't do that any more.

What is everyone doing this evening? Snowy, Caulk, tooth, Mitchy, Millie, everyone?

Hooray, I don't think so either, Mental

Oh poor Tyger

Crap, missed you off my list Mental - it wasn't intentional doing anything interesting?

Have people had dinner?

No, I'm a bit off food, due to spending much of my evening cleaning up vomit :/ I'm a bit worried about her, she's v quiet, don't think I'll get much sleep tonight
What's everyone else having?

I'm kind of ready for bed already, #3 needs to get on with some science homework but is finding too much stuff to laugh at on youtube

am addicted to drinking squash diluted with hot water at the moment, think this one is apple and passion fruit or something

I don't really miss MFP as much as I thought, the world hasn't ended yet anyway

Understandable, Millie

Hope DD is okay.

poor mini millie :( it's horrible when they're ill

Coke Zero is my current addiction.

I'm eating corned beef and garlic sausage with salad

Squash sounds nice Mitch

Crap, I left you off the list too, Chap! Bad me. Lists always a mistake.

What's your subject? I can do marking if you like. I have many coloured pens.

you'd have had more fun chapuys! we did jumping, grid work, with an ever growing (wider and taller) oxer - about 115cm but looked huuuuuuuuuuuuuge to me

also got a new rug for the orange one and some new jodhs for me in a reasonable size, they are nice - dark denim, sort of sparkly

4 wheatabix for dinner here.
Too low to cook or do anything other than watch reruns of property programmes on telly.
Not enjoying living right now.

#3 is hunting on Saturday quite a major deal for her (socially not horsily) so there is excitement in the air

:( sorry to hear that ivy, I hope tomorrow is better

And I missed off Ivy!

Sorry to anyone else I've forgotten too

, Ivy? sounds so rough for you at the moment

History? No probs. I got the history prize one year at school, before it was taken off me for chucking a wobbly WTF is a signpost sentence?

Actually, fuck. History teacher? Purple pen?

You might be one of my teachers

What type of rug, Mitchy? I'm a rug hoarder, I still haven't sorted out Oldpony's rugs :/