HTT are handing me over

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Woop! Just got a call asking if I wanted to be visited today (er, no, ta) and telling me that they're about to call CMHT to hand me over to them. Finally getting off this daily checking up soon I hope

I don't eat potassium chloride, just normal salt.

Enjoy masturbating sleeping! Nigh t. Thanks for chatting.

from the look of it I'm going to have to sort myself out too

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Mmmmmm.

Bored.

Found an open cafe

I am going to break my rules and eat the toast.

Daft buggers fucked themselves to sleep.

I read that study expecting to feel angry about what has been done to my brain but ended up feeling a bit sad for the monkeys and very angry that this stuff isn't considered important. No "TOP PSYCHO DRUG SHRINKS BRAINS" headlines in the Sun or nuffink.

Breakfast number two dispatched

you're like a hobbit with your 2nd breakfast

so far I have achieved coffee porridge (with some almonds for bone health) berocca and a Type 6 (chav poo, must be from the jalfrezi gloop or my raw spinach abuse)

we are extremely late for 'school'

I hate people being selfish in bed. And offers of pity orgasms. But mostly I hate "bisexuals" who drop the woman the moment there's someone with a cock available

and two hours of phone chat with someone who should be asleep (time zonenosity)

oh that sounds like a recipe for bitterness

anything nice to look forward to today?

here is a nice thing anyway

I have been up for FIVE HOURS

I just want to go for a run

but I am still waiting for my teenager to be ready to LEAVE THE FUCKING HOUSE

other people's mental problems can be incredibly frustrating

during the course of unnecessarily stressful morning (school or 'medical unit' as it's so thoughtfully named is clearly not happening today :() I managed to ask a psychiatrist (not just any but the world's most foremost) their thoughts on patients disclosing substance use. He might be more accepting of these things than some but said he doesn't draw a distinction between prescription and street drugs, doesn't see a difference. Generally that's been more or less my experience with my own psychiatrists over the years too, that is accepting not seeing themselves as dealers who have been to med school.

Phone died

It's okay, DP had a lovely time anyway

By school you mean schooling ponies?

Just got gouged by a drycleaner. Went in, ask how much for full length wool coat, she says 12.50. I go and buy the coat v(is byootiful) and bring it in, suddenly its 15.50 for "full length to that extent". WTF lady? Only I've bought the thing now, so just say "whatever", but when I pick it up im telling her exactly why I will never use them again.

Oh "medical units" suck arse. Not surprised if she doesn't want tot go to that

that was cheeky of them

no I mean like actual school, or medical unit that delivers some education anyway, for child

there will be the other schooling later although technically deep down I think CARE, BOTHERED, LEAVE IT UNTIL SPRING but am sure will feel better for it

she likes it usually, there are dogs and things

she likes it more than being stuck here with me anyway

Lovely horses those.

Glad medical unit is a nice place. Some aren't.

Many thanks for obtaining psych point of view on illicit substances. Is extremely imteresting to me.

Teenagers are frustrating at the best of times. More so when ill. I lived with many in a kiddy mental hospital for several months and it was HAARD.

BTW did you really just drop a bristol stool chart reference casually into the conversation?