HTT are handing me over

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Woop! Just got a call asking if I wanted to be visited today (er, no, ta) and telling me that they're about to call CMHT to hand me over to them. Finally getting off this daily checking up soon I hope

Have to go out, be back in a couple of hours. Stay safe.

Have a good evening

Very safe here; DP is attacking a piece of electrical equipment with a screwdriver so is going to be sitting near me for hours and swearing at it.

I'm back having talked about myself for an hour.

Deep enduring fun!

Are you knackered?

I'm emotionally drained.

Therapy is one of the best things I've ever spent money on though.

Oh good. That it's helpful, I mean. Not the drained part.

It's quite nice to talk about me given that I listen to people talk about themselves all day.

How are you doing? Feeling any better? My CPN rang so I take back all the names I called her in my head.

Hi again Mental! I can imagine it being a nice change to be the focus of conversation when your work is talking to others about themselves. Glad your CPN rang back

I'm a bit better than earlier, thanks. Lots of horrible anxiety feelings. I would take something for them but have to go to the gym this evening which hopefully should be just as effective as the drugs.

Glad to hear you're feeling better. A bit of exercise won't hurt anyway.

Bloody fireworks, it's like the blitz here.

There were a few pops here a few hours ago, but nothing since.

The cardio routine the person at the gym has worked out for me is absolutely brutal This will be my third (?) try at completing it in full. Luckily it's only once a week - the other two are mixed cardio and weights.

I hate the gym with an all-consuming passion. I sit on a horse and call it 'exercise'.

Sounds good.

My favourite exercise is sliding down snowy hills.

Not gonna happen in Surrey

I'm going skiing in Austria in January. Really looking forward to it. Can't imagine there's much call for skis in Surrey.

Nope. I haven't been skiing since I was a kid and only did it on real snow on one school skiing trip but it was so much fun. Hope you enjoy your trip.

Ha, I made it sound like you were setting off tomorrow.

Feels ages away to be honest. Having said that we're off to New York next week to do a bit of Christmas shopping

Ah that sounds nice.

It should be good although time differences play havoc with my mood.

I keep meaning to go on holiday but we kind of forgot this year. Kept putting it off with things we had to do in the garden. Same previous year. Things keep happening I hope the tent is still fit.

You'd think in New York you could happily live on UK time for a week or so. Light levels might be a fucker though.

I mean because of the "city that never sleeps" thing, of course.

We never got away in the summer because I was in the happy mad house so this is to make up for it.

I'm sure your tent is just fine.