Sat in my car crying and no one to talk to.

[Messupmum]

Just seen GP but I couldn't talk to her, she gave me a months worth of meds and I was in there 5mins.
My therapy that I waited a year for has been cancelled until further notice.
I rang the cmht but no one was there who could speak to me.
Friends and family make things worse or don't know what to do.
I want to ring hv or day hospital but I'm not under their care anymore.
I'm sat near a busy road and all I want to do is run out into it.
I'm broken and can't be fixed.

Feeling guilty as not coping with being a mum, I want someone else to do everything. I have no energy and I get everything wrong. I've been in bed all day, my body feels so heavy, even climbing the stairs is hard.

I find it hard to ask for help, and feel bad if I do. People don't want to go out of their way for me.

Hi MM. How are you doing today?

Hi MM. How are you doing today?

I know it is hard. I am another one who finds it hard to ask for help. It's so obvious to me when I want help. And I may not always know what sort of help I want, but I seem to feel that it should be clear that I am struggling.

However, we battle on. I rather like Winston Churchill's line "When you are going through hell . . . keep going!"

Thinking of you.

Sorry I just posted on another thread I've started. Shouldn't have started another one really..