Hi 👋 everyone please may I join all you lovely lot ?.
I've been reading this thread for quite a while now just lurking 👀 and I've finally decided enough is enough and I've got to do something about my weight, I'm currently 17 stone and 7 lbs ! :( absolutely massive for my 5.4 frame im obese maybe morbid i don't know, a size 20/22 and I feel absolutely disgusting letting myself become to big.. I've always had problems with food since childhood being starved most of the time by my parent's and surviving off a piece or 2 of bread a day( abusive family) and now at the age of 32 my eating habits are to binge constantly these days..
3 and half years ago I was 11.7 which I looked good at.. I was doing couch to 5k and doing home workouts aswel and was active but then I fell pregnant i had my lovely babies (3 in 3 years) and that changed my whole eating habits after being so good for a good few years before I finally thought my bad eating days were behind me but being constantly exhausted with 3 lil people has made me slip and slip big time.
So anyway here i am 17.7lbs and fed up! I feel constantly tired my knees are starting to really hurt 😞 I look like crap and im scared if I don't do anything now I will be in serious health trouble soon..
I've read up Micheal morsleys fast 800 about 3 times and read thread upon thread of fasting and diets.. I know it all but I just haven't put it into practise.
I love my food which is so bloody hard to break! Going 16 years on basically naff all the suddenly being able to eat what I want when I want has messed my head up I was lucky in my earlier years as I manged to keep to a healthyish weight but now nope!!
Anyway im sorry for blabbing on..
I love reading all your threads on here so inspiring.
I will be starting on Monday a fresh new week once and for all...
I know im probably going to feel awful for a few weeks as I imagine the withdrawal from all the processed and sugar I eat is going to be rough but im going to battle through and do it!
For me to get to 11 stone I will be happy :) so just 6 and a half to go lol.
I will update Monday:)
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