I absolutely, genuinely, did not know what I was voting for.
As someone of left wing (economic) views I saw the EU as a big capitalist organisation but equally I liked the social chapter, the unity, the freedom.
I liked the back up of the European human rights commission too. The referendum seemed a big waste of money and a lot of hot air. And of course, it got worse, the debate got nasty.
At the time, I went to a Labour Party meeting where local (now disgraced) MP Kelvin Hopkins spoke against the neoliberalism of EU. He said he was an economist and predicted economic prosperity for UK if we left.
So that was confusing!
I didn’t feel convinced and in the end voted Remain because I couldn’t counter aligning with Farage - and the whole Leave thing had become about immigration - and yes, you COULD see racist people jumping up and down with pure glee at this point. For context, I’d be daft if I thought just let anyone who wants to come here but equally I am proud of our multiculturalism.
So I was a half arsed remainer and I guess a lot of people were and some of them didn’t bother to vote.
My God, what a disaster it was. The amount of money and time wasted through the negotiations was just astounding. Imagine what could have been done with those resources and energy!
And it unleashed meanness and spite on a scale I’d never seen before (and I grew up under Thatcher when the National Front roamed the earth).
Admittedly, we had Covid and then Ukraine, then Trump and obviously these calamities damaged our economy further. But UK’s growth has stagnated, certain medications are hard to get, the issue with illegal immigration from France is dealt with poorly, there’s no work (or rather, there is but those who have work are over employed working stupid hours, chained to email.
I do see a slither of optimism with Burnham. If we can get some industry back and start to wrestle our utilities back, the stuff our parents and grandparents paid for and Thatcher stole and sold to shareholders.
Let’s take our place back in Europe again but upon our return, let’s negotiate for more cooperation and coordination on the illegal immigration issue, backed up by human rights.