You're up very early
DS was unsettled last night. He came into our bed and as usual kicked me out. I couldn't get back to sleep after.
The Telegraph article and what Deborah Cohen was tweeting last night has unsettled me.
The increasing amount I see about the government having absolutely no contingency planning for social care is dreadful. The lack of PPE protocol in hospitals is downright outrageous given we've had nearly two months to prepare one.
My BIL is an a and e consultant. Sil also a doctor. Other side of the country.
My gran is in her 90s in sheltered accommodation and needs care assistance. Which was hard enough to get in the first place. Everyone in my family is particularly worried about her. I'm just waiting on the news. She's in an area with one of the highest concentrations of elderly in the country. I fear its only a matter of time and then services there will be overwhelmed in only a couple of days.
And there's others in my family with relevant health issues.
I don't want to do anything or go anywhere which might help spread it faster.
Plus I bailed on a 5 year old birthday party at the last minute over the weekend and have to face people this morning. 150 invited. Simply too many for me. We saw our close group of friends over the weekend instead and pretty much said goodbye and see you in a few months. It was a bit surreal and at the back of my mind I'm wondering whether any of us will be hospitalised or worse.
I just want a lockdown to start in the UK tbh.
Part of me wants to bury my head in the sand and pretend it all doesn't exist and the other part is just looking on it all as if it's a car crash you can't take your eyes off.
All the government seems to have is slogans, tweets and press leaks. No policy nor protocol. No leadership just a now forced daily press conference which I fear will be a farce and quickly descend into anger when Johnson is unwilling or unable to answer key questions about ventilators, testing or protocols.
This isn't going away. This is new normal.