Just MC'd. Starting it all again.. Come and join me for the long haul, vol 2

[thefatladyscreams]

Hardly the most original title but I didn't want to loose anyone (well that's my excuse for the lack of originality!)

aw cheepzy.....that is a total gutter. so sorry for you hun. stay away from tampons.....get it all 'out' so to speak. Next month hun, next month.....

still no idea about how many are in there but am having more bloods tomorr....would hope that should get a level around 6000 if still doubling as should be.....no idea what my progesterone level will be but am hoping for over 15 as apparently EP's rarely make it over 15....wont be conclusive but will make me feel reassured...

i have had a bit of a negative day today and am convinced all is going to go wrong.....will try and cheer up a bit.....its so BLOODY stressful being pregnant........sorry to all the ladys with AF happening, i don't mean to sound ungrateful, i really am sooo grateful but it is so very far away from having a baby where i am right now....dreading another EP....

so how shit is this

i am sitting here looking at a Clearblue BFP, finally, after waiting 5 cycles, and bleeding like some kind of horror movie, its faint, buts its there.

off to see doctor tomorrow to discuss whether i need to do anything or just keep trying.

am now going to drink no coffee at all (am caffeine junkie) take pregnacare conception like a religion and go with the monitor on every peak day, hope it won't take 5 more cycles to happen again.

tfls sorry to hear you too are having a pants time

boodle you hang in there, can only imagine the worry but try and be positive, I can't help feeling sure you have gone through the worst, look after yourself as number 1 priority, every day that goes by the chances of everything being ok increase so much so hang in there. Your levels are soo high.

of course going to try straight away, and going to use the monitor straight away too - might tell me when am ovulating in wtf cycle - have restarted my counter - hence new list - feel better about not being on cycle 6! little things ....

Thursday's list:

LeeWT TTC#2 UCL 30-32 cycle -2 CD31
Barrenbrook TTC#1 UCL28 cycle 9 CD30
sarahlou8 TTC#3 UCL27 cycle 1 CD27
TFLS TTC#1 UCL28 cycle 6 CD25
Zayja TTC#1 UCL24-27 cycle 9 CD25
Tigerbear TTC#1 UCL28 cycle 5 CD25
Tigger15 TTC#2 UCL31 cycle 7 CD21
SarahMumtoAlex ttc no 2, UCL 28 Cycle 4, CD 20
MrsRigby TTC#2 UCL? cycle 1 CD19
Louisesh TTC#1 UCL33 cycle 25 CD16
vivcliquot TTC#1 UCL27 cycle 2 CD13
RunForTheHills TTC#1 UCL30 cycle 13 CD12
sunburntats TTC#2 UCL28 cycle 1 CD10
Hopefully TTC#2 UCL 27 cycle 2 CD6
Tetleytea TTC#2 UCL28 cycle 2 CD5
effilump TTC#5 UCL28 cycle 1 CD3
samanthab123 TTC#3 UCL28 cycle 2 CD2
Cheepz TTC#2 UCL28 cycle WTF#2 CD1
PoppyisaPain TTC#2 UCL 28 cycle 1 CD?
hopefully TTC? UCL? cycle WTF CD?
keevamum TTC#3 UCL? cycle? CD?
lulabell79 TTC#? UCL? cycle? CD?

WTTC
Justbeenforapromenade
Fingerscrossedlegsopen

GRADUATES
amyboo
totally
Hoops997
Stressy BFP 22nd August 2009
becky78 BFP 4th September 2009
LittleOneMum BFP 7th September 2009
Waitingisntfun BFP 19th September 2009
Chamois BFP 7th October 2009
Apples BFP 9th November 2009 - TWINS
Meita BFP 10th December 2009
CakeandFineWine BFP 27th December 2009
boodleboot BFP 2nd January 2010
Jollster BFP 10th January 2010

Oh cheepz, my lovely girl. What an absolute bitch life can be. You're sounding remarkably together all things considered, so hope you are bearing up okay. xx

oh it's all a bit sad... so sorry Cheepz, but you are absolutely right to focus on the positive of getting pregnant.. if so sadly not a sticky this time. Hope you are getting lots of RL tlc. (And your story about your cherub asking to cuddle in your house made me well up - what a warm fluffy moment).

TFLS sorry you've been under the weather... but what weather to be under huh?

boodle, I hear you. I hear you!

Hi everyone else x

cheepz my honey so sorry.. and maybe a blessing in disguise that you left it late to test as you mght have had time to get excited. its bad enough without that.. hopefully the post-mc fertility boost will help!

boodle i remember the nerves from the last pregnancy and i know its awful. but remember THIS bean is a new bean and needs a lovely calm relaxed mommy!

can i get some advice guys? i normally have 32 day cycle meaning i would ov on day 18. last months cycle was shorter - 30 days. This cycle is obviously going to be a 32 day as today is cd31 and i have awful cramps.. i did a test on monday and last night and they were bfns. so my question is, why did i have awful cramps on cd23? they couldnt have been ov and it wasnt implantation.. so what was it?

tfls hope you feel better..

zayja sorry to hear af got you.. its so upsetting when you get your hopes up..

meita midwife appointment soon?

hi to anyone i left out!

xxx

Oh cheepz. Gutted for you.

cheepz I'm truly sorry .

Poor you CHEEPZ take care xxx

Hi to everyone else x

Oh meant to ask do u think you ve had a CP? i had 1 in Dec, CHEEPZ i tested positive at cd 24 by cd 31 i was bleeding heavily and my tests were negative 4 days after the bleeding started....

Your story sounded very similar.....

Forgot to say HI to newcomers....

Cheepz I'm so sorry

Not been posting much at all and don't really know why as I'm here every day with you, but thanks for remembering me.

Caved in this morning, cd27 and got bfn and feel very down now. It may still be too early but I had a clear positive at cd27 last time. I won't test tomorrow as a neg at cd27 I can still stupidly convince myself it's too early, but cd28 and I know there's no hope.

sam sorry to hear af got you, I really wanted it to be good news especially with all your symptoms.

I have none.

I will try and post more in the next couple of days but just want to say I am still here. Love to all xxx

Hi all and thanks for all comiserations its all abit pants

I don't know about chem pregnancy - I would have been 4 + 4, last mc was at 5 + 3, so both really very early - I don't know how early is classed as CP.

To be honest I had been through so many cycles I was beginning to freak out that I couldn't get pregnant for some reason - especially once we were using the monitor and I knew we were hitting the right dates.

At least this allows me to focus on what I need to do to make my body a temple, its not about fertility (although it might be about quality!) but about making sure the bean can stick.

This last cycle with Christmas we were quite passive and I drank alcohol and caffeine, there were the 10 days of antihistamines when we were staying at my folks with the cat, so many things which advice says you should avoid. Mentally I was thinking - well I never get pregnant anyway so whats the point -

This has confirmed for me that I can do it, the monitor is hitting the right dates, the boys can swim, I just need to be more careful about taking the vitamins and dropping the lattes and giving a bean a chance.

I have been reading up and mc's not classed as recurrent until you have had 3 in a row, so lets hope its srd time lucky for me. Bring on the post mc fertility boost, at least the monitor will tell me when it is!

SL8 BFNs are rubbish and especially in the early cycles, thoughts to you

boodles, jollster, meita what gives with your beans - want dates and stats!

leewt wracking brain about mid cycle cramps and can't think. Unless it was something completely unrelated.

think i have earned a night with my feet up in front of telly, will pop back later to see whos about. love to all.

hi all, started us a new thread so we dont lose anyone!

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/conception/894354-Just-MC-39-d-Come-and-join-us-for-the?rnd =1263505733441