hey munzzieb, you have a 3 month wait huh? that's good? me if i can't get an appt. within the month, i'll go crazy! i live in new york, so we are impatient folks, over here lol. so 6 months. have you gone through any testing yet, or too soon for all that? iam 29 yrs old, and they say at my age to wait over a year, but as long as my insurance covers the doctor bills, i go as early and as often as i want to go. hehe. i had a hysteroscalpogram last week, and it wasn't fun! ouch!! however i did learn that my tubes are not blocked, and my insides look normal. i think it's more frustrating this way, cause there is nothing to "fix". that sounds stupid i know, but not knowing what's wrong can be worse sometimes. i guess in the long run it's really not though. even though we weren't trying the whole time, me and my hubby have had unprotected sex for 3 1/2 years, and not even once did i conceive, so i think about that all the time. we always had so much sex, how could i be timing it wrong, if we did it all month long? who the heck knows. he's 13 years older then me, that's part of the reason why my clock is ticking, extra hard, ya know?? i had a son who was 9 1/2, evan, he passed away 2 months and 5 days ago. it's still really fresh!! you go on cause you have no choice but it's not easy, even though he was described as a miracle of modern medicine, being that he had survived 9 1/2 years, when he was not predicted to make it to 3 months old. doctors said to me when i brought him in at 6 weeks old, cause he stopped eating, that he had less brain function then any child they have ever seen live and breathe. said he'd be a vegatable for life, if he survived for a few months, and years later, even though he couldn't walk or do things normal children did, he survived almost 60 brain surgeries, 7 shunts replaced in his little head, and did things they said he'd never be able to do. i thought he'd live forever! i wanted him to outlive me, but it just did not happen that way. i know another baby, could never replace him, but i was trying to have a child, before hand. it may intensify the feeling a bit though. i just always wanted to be a mother, and at 19 when that happened, i was young but happy, and in one day, that dream got crushed, and i want a chance of living that dream again! thank god i did not have anymore children with his father, he was a very abusive man. my hubby now, is such a gem, and he'd really make an awesome father!! sorry to vent so much! it's easier for me to type then talk ya know. i hope your dreams come true very, very soon, all of you guys!! right now, iam stuck between, after ovulation and af. is this not the worst waiting period of the entire month. it can drive you crazy!! best of luck. w/b if you can!! dust to all