@Mumlili9 I'm truly sorry you're still here. Sounds like your hubby is mentally exhausted with it, as are you which is perfectly understandable. I've heard so many stories of people trying for years then they give up and hey presto, a baby... I really hope it happens for you both, somehow, soon.
@VenusStarr a big hello to you too!
A quick update from me, for those who knew of me two years ago and for those who are newer to the huddle.
In January 2019 I lost b/g twins at 19 weeks gestation but fell pregnant a few months later, again with twins. I went into preterm labour at 22+4 and my daughter was born the next day. Our son followed three days later at 23+1.
Incredibly, after 7 and a half months in hospital, our daughter survived and is now 20 months old. She is still on oxygen and very delayed developmentally (she's just learnt to crawl and can only say two words yet) but she is well and has no known learning disorders or disabilities. She was just very very early and spent a long time in hospital but her consltant firmly believes she will catch up.
I am very sad to say my son was with us for four days in NICU before we had our first and last cuddle with him. My heart was smashed into a million pieces that day but I kept going for our little girl.
So, out of four babies we've lost three. We're not actively TTC yet but thinking about it. We'd like our little one to have a surviving sibling but we have many fears stopping us from TTC. I've just turned 39 so time is ticking away for me too now. I'm due to have major surgery in September but once I've recovered from that I want to crack on with TTC, hence I find myself back here.
I will have a read of the other threads when I get a few minutes and see who/what I've missed!