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May this thread bring us luck and lots of support through the journey of life after the death of our little ones.

Thank you girls.

He didnt take bloods, he did say if I was still spotting by the end of next week to maybe do a pregnancy test and then go back and see them

I am cramping a little bit and I ve been suffering from lower back pain, wondering if thats where the majority of my cramping is happening?

wtw thats really kind of you but I think I would rather wait. Its going to be tough, but I can get through this, I have done it before and I guess I can do it again. I have to pick myself up dust myself off and get back on the ttc wagon.

You girls are amazing, the support you have given me, thank you so much! I love you all.

Oh Fan honey. You are so brave! I'm hoping against hope that all this is a false alarm and you're still pg. There's a girl on my ante-natal thread who had lots of bright red bleeding in the first few weeks of her pregnancy and she's now about 35 weeks. Have you been signed off work?

Xxx fan don't know what to say, just that I'm thinking of you both so much xxx

How are you Fan ? Xxxx

Hope the bleeding has stopped Fan xx

fan have a big squeezy hug, you are amazing.

Well since the docs I've only had some very light brown spotting. I have had a tummy upset, thought that might help speed things up, but as of now nothing. No cramping.
To be honest I am a bit fed up, if its going to happen, please happen quick so I can get back to ttc. If it isn't going to happen then why do I not feel pg anymore. I don't feel sick, my boobs still don't hurt?

I don't know I'm in limbo and will be for a while I guess. I can't even do a pg test yet as the doc said it will still say I'm pg. I have to wait till I stop spotting, and then take it or have to wait for the full miscarriage. It sucks but I've just got to try and get on with stuff.

DH and I are going into town today to have a coffee and a mooch. Hoping moving around a different scene will help in some way.

DH has said though that if we are still in the same boat this time enxt week we may book our own appointment at Cams Hall wtw so thank you for that.

You are being incredibly brave Fan the not knowing must be the worst. Maybe a new DVD box set and a big box of chocs - might provide a tiny distraction? Huge hugs xxxx We're hoping to go there for a 4d scan later on it's meant to be a nice place.

Thinking of you fan, so hard that the docs visit wasn't conclusive, the not knowing and wondering is the worst I think. One hour at a time xx

Thank you wtw and spilt

wtw I have been there, I went there for a fibroid scan, they were nice, and it is a lovely place, much better than QA.

fan its horrible that you have been left not knowing. hugs. Wish there was a way to speed up time for you.

Well the glimmer of hope has gone, the cramps and everything else has come. So unfair a week to the day of Ophelias birthday. Fucking crap!

So sorry fan. Take care of yourself and get plenty if rest. Lots of hugs and hand holding sent your way.x

for you, fan.

So sorry fan. Thinking of you and still hoping just in case xxx

Oh Fan I want to scoop you up and give you a big hug. I'm so desperately sorry, especially so close to Ophelia's birthday. Bloody cruel. Thinking of you lots my friend xxxx

Thank you

I am cramping loads, and well its quite painful, its so different to my chemical pregnancy, I think Bungle was really trying to stay with us but couldnt. My three little babies all together Fi (Bubble), Beanbag and Bungle, I love you all my little ones.

fan I SO want this to be different for you. I still want a little glimmer of hope for you and Bungle somehow. Huge hugs. xx

fan so sorry wish there was more i could say to make it better :-(

Fan xxxx take care xxx

Oh fan, I'm so so sad for you. Hope you find strength to get through yet another hurdle. It's just unfair. X x

oooh fan so so sorry for you! big hugs x

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry. God bless Fi, Beanbag and Bungle. Xxxxxx

fan I no that saying im sorry wont help you but truly I am. Cant quite believe how much shit can be thrown at a person. Please no that you are in my thoughts xx

Fan - words just are not enough to express how very sorry I am that you are experiencing this again! My prayers and thoughts are with you right now at this time! I pray that in time and very soon you will have your hearts desire! Fragile life, fragile dreams, but big hopes for tomorrow!
As we all know gone but never forgotten our rainbow babies!
Big hugs for all the support you have given to so many of us here!
Take good care of yourself xxx