Mums of angels! wishing, carrying and holding rainbows.

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May this thread bring us luck and lots of support through the journey of life after the death of our little ones.

Thank you razz. I am split in my mind I know its not a lot of spotting but I can't help also thinking its a lot. Though I do remember a day around about this time in Fi's pg where I felt like everything was over as I was spotting and didn't feel pg and also was having cramps that felt a lot like AF.

Fan with dd1 I spotted brown blood for 10 days, they gave me a scan at 6 and 8 weeks, internally I think. All was fine and she's now 10 years old! I hope everything will be ok. Do you have a scan soon?

Ah Fan I'm sorry the spotting is continuing. I did definitely read that you are much more likely to spot if you have fibroids. Also the fact that it's not new blood must be a good sign. Have you dared do another test? xx

Good to hear from you August Jacob will be with you wherever you are. Same to you Split Bobbie is tucked in your heart, you can't leave her behind.

Fx for you this month Blizy. How is little Alfie?

Off to see midwife tomorrow for a quick listen to the heartbeat. Feeling much more definite movements now which is nice.

Thanks whatever. Alfie is mad but good! Going to the vet in the morning for a health check and injections- I'm dreading it!

Hope all goes well with your appointment.

Whatever I hope your appointment goes well tomorrow, glad you're feeling more movements. x

blizy Aww, I'm sure it'll be fine :) x

Its over, I stood up and felt it all give way. I'm going to be quiet for a while. Good luck everyone else, love to u all.

oh fan.

fan so sorry :(

Oh shit Fan I'm so so sorry xxxxx

Oh no fan, I am so so sorry. Life is so fucking cruel. I wish l was lived close to you to give you a huge hug. If you need to talk you know where we are. Rest up and take care of yourself.

fan . No words, that is beyond shit. Just hugs xxx

Oh Fan, oh no. I am so sorry - words fail me. Love to you and your wonderful DH. xxxxxxxx

Fan xxxx take care xxx

Hi all;
Good luck tomorrow Blizy xxx
How's Maia Too ? are you enjoying your time on your own with Maia? Xx
Razz hope Samuel's ok? Xx
Good luck Whatever xx
Spilt know what you mean. When we move this house is where we conceived and lost Georgie & lost Scottie ( our beloved cat) though I ve got their ashes it's being ready to take those feelings with me. Xx
Hi August hope you re ok? X
How are you Cheese? xx love to Ella.
Hi Shakey, Blue & Miasmum love to all xxxxx
Busy here having to be super organised to function and get to work etc... Booked a days AL next week so that ll shorten the week.
Love to all xxxx

fan so sorry! just huge hugs for you

Ok I've had one heavy bleedan and now I really can't keep warm, I'm shivering. Having a few cramps but nothing serious. I don't feel weel. I'm waiting for the out of hours doc to call me. It doesn't look good though.
Thank you for all your kind words!

fan if they don't go back within the hour or so, please go to A&E and get yourself checked out! x

Angel I'm ok thanks, been keeping busy. Ella's been really sleepy today, after fussing for hours she slept for nearly 5! Fed, then fell asleep again so I'm waiting for her to be up all night now! Unlike her to sleep so long, so we're keeping an eye just in case.

Fan I agree with blue, do go to a&e if you don't hear back soon. I'll be thinking of you and checking in xx

Fan x

Have OOH called back yet Fan? if not get yourself to QA xx

Fan- hope you are ok, thinking of you. X

fan really hope you received medical attention last night. You are forefront in my thoughts. xx

Fan just checking in and echoing the other ladies - let us know if you can. Thinking of you xxx

Thank you ladies.

Well I waited for the phone call, and well I kind of got told off by the nurse, I told her I was cold and shivery and had a hot water bottle and blanket and she told me I was making it worse. If I had a fever wrapping up warm is the worse you can do. Because I wasn't cvramping, didn't have any pain and wasn't bleeding loads she has suggested that I take a couple of paracetaemol and lots of fluid and go to bed. And ring the docs in the morning.
So I'm just waiting to ring the docs for an appointment, I think I might have an infection, but also hoping they will do a pg test for me and arrange an epu for next week end of. I'm still not cramping and I'm not bleeding like a full on period so I'm not sure what is going on. I still don't think its good.
Thank you for all your kind words, its so nice to know u are all there.
I will keep you updated.

Oh Fan this must be so awful for you - the not knowing, the waiting and the feeling so poorly. I hope they send you to epu for a scan - just to see if the sac is still in place. Hope DH is with you today xx