Hi everyone, I?m starting to feel a bit better so thought I?d have a bit of a catch up.
All this talk of what changing deodorant and moisturiser is all very interesting ? although a little scary I had never even thought about it. And no nail varnish???
My friend wanted to all the right things with her first ds ? like washable nappies, but she didn?t last long. 
mummya I have just looked at that link you posted to the ?make room for the baby? video. Amazing?.but scary!! I still refuse to think about birth, scares the sh*t out of me. As far as I am concerned a stalk is still going to deliver this baby! 
Congratulations to iggly. And YAY to zam to, lovely to see you here from the mc ?fred.
Who mentioned all the poas they?ve done? iggly was it you? I?m now on 11 sticks (and that?s only counting the +ive ones!!) 
harassed very 
of your symptoms kicking in already. I?ve still got my cramps ? I seriously have some form of pain/ache in my stomach all day which I can?t help but worry about even though I know its normal. I?m 18dpo today, which was only when I realised I was pg last time, with no sign of such pains.
I?m just trying to get through to my GP now to make apt. Was originally going to try and avoid going till as late as possible in the hope that I could try and live in denial try to forget about it for a while, but I am clearly deluded in thinking that is remotely possible. So figure the sooner I see them and badger for a reassurance scan the better ? so I?d second harassed's plea for tips on how to get some reassurance. I am sorry to sound really naïve, but is it worth asking for my hcg levels being tested? I never had them done before, but wondered if I?d have more luck with that than a scan early on? If don?t get anywhere on the nhs, plan to have private scan at around 8 weeks.
Also, I could do with a bit of advice on dates? FF tells me my due date is 25th Nov, but it?s the 27th Nov based on my lmp and my 40 day cycle length. However, when you use the average 28 day cycle approach, my dates are 15th Nov ? a huge variation. This is what caused me no end of anxiety during my last mc as when I went for my 12 week scan, baby was 9wk3, which was only really a few days smaller than what I would have expected. The result being I spent the following couple of days convincing myself they were wrong about the mc as I also have a titled uterus which dr google says (so must be fact and not myth) this can often lead to babies slightly smaller in early scans. Was awful. So, what do I do? Do I leave it and let my gp/mw give me a due date based on a 28 day cycle, do I badger them to alter it (although reading old mn posts, people have mixed success in doing this), or do I lie about my lmp date?
Sorry for huge me me me post