Morning ladies xx
Gum I'm also feeling wobbly. I'm friendly with my mw, whose also a reiki practitioner, and she suggested giving it a go. I've had 2 sessions now, and although I am very skeptical about alternative therapies, I have to say, I did become noticeably calmer after the sessions - and the calm lasted for a few days afterwards and then seemed to wear off. Anyway, it only involves lying on your back, and the practitioner holding your head and directing energy, so my reasoning was it couldn't hurt. She wants to do it every week until week 12, when she'll book me for mw.
The other thing that is probably helping me is sleeping all the time - went to bed at 9.30pm last night, and slept till 9.30am 
less time to worry! I dont' think I was this tired in my previous pg, and wondered if it was the grief and stress - but I suppose pg can be very different anyway??
Louise Big hug for you.
Your posts the last few days have been reminding me of one of the blogs I read. It's written by a lady called Jenny, who lost her 18 month old suddenly earlier this year. The post I've directed to is about how much she hates these bloody feckless people who don't seem to care that much about their DCs, but nothing happens to them. Everything you're expressing is very typical and normal.
Your other typical issue is facebook. It's the nature of the medium. People have hundreds of friends, and they are announcing to the world, and they won't think about the impact on others. To be fair, all my FB stuff prior to my daughter's death was happy family stuff. As most of the people I knew had DCs the same age, I've ended up hiding tons of folk from my newsfeed - they don't mean to upset me, they just want to talk about their panto visits and family farms and xmas wish lists. Since getting pg I have withdrawn completely from FB - there's just too much potentially upsetting stuff on there.
So, in summary, it's normal to feel pissed off, and the only solution is to closet yourself. Turn fb off - hurl comp across room if necessary; surround yourself with loving, patient pple.. (they are out there, if a little thin on the ground). then lower your expectations - shopping centres are hard, stressful places full of grumpy, but happy families shopping. I avoid them. I've already decided I am ignorning xmas - no cards, no presents (not even for the children). Anyone who doesn't like it, will just have to lump it.
It will get better - you're living a different life to the one your ordered. It is painful to adjust. It will come together. I promise it will. xx
Italian I have no diet help to offer. It is good you're not visiting me, as I have gone food crazy, and yesterday piled my trolley high with cheesecake, cashew nuts, chocolate and the like. Just as well, as we are snowed in here this morning 
I will pray for you too - I hope that helps - though I am sure you will look glamorous whatever weight you are!
How is everyone else doing? Where is GG to update the list? There doesn't seem to be enough SWI-ing going on around here lately