Hand hold. No heartbeat 38+5 being induced currently.

[MisssC3025]

Hi all..

Just need some people to talk to. My baby was diagnosed with a lethal condition at 20wks. We decided to carry to term knowing that he may pass away in utero... which has been the case for us.. we found out yesterday after experiencing no movement 😭😔 (38wks +5)

Came into hosp this morn to start induction process. Have had two lots of misoprostol. Cervix examination at 4pm suggested that my cervix is still posterior.

After first tablet was inserted at 12pm I started getting bad cramps like period pain. Since getting my second they're much stronger. My back is achey!! Have so far just had paracetamol.

It's an ongoing dull painful ache and my tummy tightens every now and then. This is my first pregnancy so no idea how contractions should feel!

Any advice support would be grateful. Obviously if things progress I may not be able to message but at the moment I'd really like some people to talk to.

Anyone with similar experiences 💙💙

So sorry. Sending love ❤

@MisssC3025 I am usually the world's worst thread lurker but there was no way I could read this and not send you all the love in the world.

You sound incredibly brave x

You have my support. I will be thinking of you tonight.

You are so brave and I am so sorry you’re going through this. I’ll be thinking of you and your baby boy 💙

I just wanted to send love and prayers for you and your family tonight and in the coming days. You are the bravest mummy. Please look after yourself too. Hugs xx

I don't know who you are, but my heart goes out to you. I'll keep you my prayers tonight ♥️

I'm so sorry, just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you

I don't know what to say that could be of comfort at the moment but am sending love and strength to you. You are incredible.

So so sorry op. My friend is going through this at the moment as well, it's heartbreaking. You sound so brave, sending you a huge hug

Oh dear lord. My heart is breaking for you and I am in awe of your bravery. And yours @BrownRogerForever.

Love and strength.

Imagine the women on this thread surrounding you to support you and help carry the burden of your pain. Behind us are all the women who came before us and all those who will come after us. We are here for you and here to welcome your baby and honour your love for your son.

If you have spotify.. this music might be something you could listen to for a while.

open.spotify.com/album/5I8zpdGpSyY51QdUukAhf3?si=cql4PPWNQcKi_g0dWLpa2Q

I am so very sorry, sending love and strength your way.

You are in my thoughts tonight OP. I have no words to express how sorry I am that this has happened to you. I really hope you are able to capture some beautiful moments with your gorgeous boy when he arrives. You are incredible and you will always be his mummy. I’m tearing up thinking of you.
Sending you so much love and strength. X

So sorry OP

I’m so sorry. A handhold from here too.

I have lit a candle for you and your boy and your family. Will be thinking of you tonight

Sending lots of hugs and good thoughts your way, well done for being so brave

❤️💐Thinking of you tonight

I’m sorry OP. You are in my thoughts tonight.

So sorry, hope you're ok OP, life is so cruel

As others have said, you are so brave, what a wonderful mum you are, honestly ❤️

Sending you lots of strength

Wishing you all the best OP you sound so strong.

Thinking of you OP xx

Thinking of you

Imagine the women on this thread surrounding you to support you and help carry the burden of your pain. Behind us are all the women who came before us and all those who will come after us. We are here for you and here to welcome your baby and honour your love for your son

This, a thousand times over.