good evening,
just stuffed my face
dh is in florence and so i ma dreading getting up in the morning with the girls. at the moment i dont function until 9am and before that can not even speak i feel so sick.
so i am going to have to try so hard in the morning with the girls to not make them think they have some horrible mummy.
there are over 15 scans coming up within the next two weeks so thats exciting.
each week i keep looking at youtube video of scans at whatever week i am at. some are amazing.
i am just so excited about seeing mine.
bumped into one mum that i have not seen for ages and as we spoke her eyes kept darting from my face to my belly and so on. In the end I said "yes there is a baby in there". she looked relieved!
My belly is really taking shape now - i love bumps!
but a bit worried that its so big already and when i read today that someone said, "are there any twins yet", i thought - oh my God its me!
i have to say that i would be totally shocked to be pregnant with twins. my sil has twins and it looked so hard and not as enjoyable as having one. my sil said she constantly felt guilty about holding one for
too long.
the other thing that worries me about twins is the feeding. i loved bf my two girls, but could i breastfeed two? that would be so tiring and it would always feel like a rush unless you do them at the same time... its just not the same.
anyway i'll find out soon enough.
i do feel bad saying that, some people would do anything to have one child and two would be amazing for them. I would only say that on here.
well if its meant to be then it will, i'm sure i would cope but we would def have to move. as it is all three kids will be in one large room anyway.
how is everyone else feeling?
becks130 - hope you had an easier today today?