Shanster good luck with induction.
Proper full on prego rage in full storm here as of half an hour ago - all just got on top of me!
First of all my pelvis is absolute agony, definitely the worst its been this pregnancy, can hardly move and have so much to organise before tomorrow morning.
Just discovered that not only has DS1 not brought his literacy homework home again (should've come home last Thursday) despite my reminding him, DH and my mother every day - all of whom could've dealt with it. After finally fighting our way through his numeracy homework last night (as it had to be in this morning) despite major tantrums (it was easy, just colouring squares in on graph paper) he failed to flippin well hand it in this morning - does it every bloomin' time unless I'm taking and collecting him! Drives me nuts! Also, I had a telling off from his teacher via him, as his reading books have to be in to be changed on a Tuesday - I always make sure his reading books are in his bag every morning! Short of going into class with him to physically make him hand things in and pick up his new homework - what am I supposed to do?!
DH tried to help him catch up on his spellings tonight (which he also failed to bring home last Friday and finally brought home today - I only discovered them when I looked in his bag after school as he lied and said he hadn't got them again). He is supposed to have written them every night and was 3 nights behind. He really played him up after first refusing to do it and getting a time out for being rude and pulling faces at me when I told him he'd got to. He then deliberately spelt things wrong, pretended he couldn't read easy words and did the most apalling handwriting I've ever seen!
On top of that he came home covered in mud - literally, through hair, face, nails etc and in his pe kit with his uniform scrunched up in pe bag - apparently they need their kit back for tomorrow because it wasn't pe today it was a special football practice!
Also, just discovered DH didn't wash my new dressing gown like I asked him to at the weekend and as it is non-tumble dry it probably won't be dry in the morning even if I wash it now! Couldn't find it anywhere, emptied laundry bin sat on floor in agony and it was nowhere to be seen. Apparently it was in a bin liner by the washing machine - why?
They are probably all things I would take in my stride under normal circumstances, but its all just too much tonight - feel like I have to parent everyone and think of/do everything for them and that includes our parents and my DH!
Am only so angry about DS1 and his homework because we were in such a great routine with it before Christmas and with me in control he always got in done and in on time and got merit marks for nearly every piece. It really boosted his confidence as well. His work really improved during the first term and I feel like I have let him down over the last few weeks.
Am starting to get really nervous about tomorrow now and its really affecting my mood. Being induced is bad enough, but if she has turned back to breech again it will be a section on Friday and that will upset DS2 who is not at all happy about me going into hospital as it is and is so excited that the baby will be coming home either tomorrow or the next day (yeah - thanks for telling him that Mum), not to mention me, as I hate anything medical and don't know how I'll manage with such a long recovery period.
Oh god! ignore me I'm such a rambling lunatic tonight - just wish it was all over and done with now and things could get back to normal.