Sympathies to jocesar and mcchesers and anyone else feeling down today - I know how you feel.
I'm going to be a bit pathetic and have a moan myself, just need to get it out of my system. We had various things to do in town today like getting birthday presents and cards for people, so I thought for once I'd come along and have some input. I was rather excited as I haven't actually made it to the shopping centre in weeks! (DH has usually been doing all those sort of going out chores, I must admit he's been great.) Our shopping centre is really very bland and boring, but I've been stuck seeing the same things so long I felt like someone had offered me Disneyland! I imagined us all gently wandering around, easily doing our errands, perhaps stopping for a nice (decaff) coffee, maybe a bit of extra time for me to look at some things for myself!!!
Of course the reality didn't match that at all. It was busy and crowded, I was stuck in the wheelchair at the mercy of being pushed around and left wherever DH plonked me, DS (2.5) refused to walk anywhere and had to sit on my lap, Mothercare didn't have the moses basket mattress we'd gone in for, and as the last straw DH managed to burst the balloon DS had been given causing him to wail at the top of his voice and sob as if the world was ending (er, DS not DH that is.) By the end of all this I was in so much pain and just so fed up I ended up bursting into tears too in the middle of the shopping centre.
We came home at that point and I had a couple hours nap while DH and DS went out again to try to finish the errands (most things now done but still no mattress as the other Mothercare nearby turns out to be closed until nearly the end of June - bad timing for us.) But I still feel compltely wiped out and pathetic. I think I'm starting a cold on top of the usual ME/pregnancy/SPD combo, so it's not really surprising, but I just wish I could pull myself together and get on with things!
Phew, okay, moan over - thanks for reading!
Polly xx