Hi all
Had total meltdown last night I can't remember the last time I cried so much. The most silliest thing triggered it - a pie that was going to take an hour to cook instead of half an hour That set me off first, then the bloody cat sitting on the kitchen worktop again - think I actually said to dh "if the cats don't go, I will" Made dh sandwiches for his lunch today, and a load of stuff fell out of the cupboard, including a bottle of tomato sauce And dh family had been playing on my mind since his mil rang (they're nice enough, just a bit weird, wrote about it on the last thread) Which, tbh, I think was the real reason for the meltdown (well, that, and the lack of sleep)
But dh was wonderful - he said that I had done quite well to get this far without breaking down. (apparently he'd been expecting one for a while) Even managed to make me laugh about most of the stuff. I felt such a relief afterwards, that i think stuff must've been building up for a while, without me realising iykwim.
Had a good nights sleep, and ds is with nana today, so can concentrate on me, and cooking dh birthday dinner.
Right, off to catch up in more detail
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