Please excuse me for a minute, I'm having a bit of a pity party for one in BonkersTowers.
Anyone else struggling with the whole pregnancy thing? I'm aware I'm bloody lucky. We found out I was actually pregnant a few days after being referred for IVF ( fair play to you ladies, as I'm not sure I could have done it
), it was a long awaited pregnancy. I felt utterly dreadful for 14 weeks including on our 'last shout' big trip to the US. Nausea, tiredness, vomiting... I lost a stone.
I've never been one to obsess about numbers on the scales, but now the numbers are going up (possibly now about breaking even with my pre-pregnancy weight, so I'm being ridiculous), rather than seeing baby, i just feel fat and porky bellied
. Tummy (bump!) is starting to interfere with daily life (I no longer fit through the same gaps!).
It took a while to start feeling movement, and whilst it is reassuring, it freaks me out a little and I'm not sure I like it
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And now I'm really starting to dread the squeezing it out part. I have no idea what to expect.
Don't get me wrong , I'm growing a healthy baby, I'm bloody lucky and shouldn't be feeling so pitiful. Some of you guys are dealing with some seriously scary shit
. And I am getting excited too. We bought a dangermouse babygrow and vest set at the weekend, it's awesome
BonkersJunior had better grow slowly in the first couple of months so I get my money's worth!! But I'm just not feeling the pregnancy love others seem to.
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for anyone ploughing through that. And
. Cheery service will resume shortly. Besides, I've only 53 days left in work!