nightcap yes, really weird dreams!
Welcome pixxie and fluffy and billabye
lily my background in brief - 36, TTC since 2011, tried clomid/iui/ivf, 3 miscarriages. This was our very last ivf round.
My dh won't talk about it. When I got the bfp he said 'don't get your hopes up' and then at the 6w scan he said 'let's not get excited yet.' I know he's just protecting himself but it's really sad that everything we've been through has meant we have a very different experience of pregnancy and it's not exciting, we're not talking about the future or planning the nursery or discussing names, we're both terrified and tip toeing around it like the elephant in the room, counting the days to the next scan, which provides about a second of relief.
littlebear I definitely find the clexane a bit easier. I don't see why we can't use the skinny needles like you get with the menopur though, I never had a problem injecting those, it's always the prefilled syringes that are the worst.
Bertie thinking of you 
feefeels that's really early to be doing an abdominal scan, I've only ever had the dildocam! Do you know exactly when you ovulated? If not it's easy to be quite far out on dates as it can take up to 5 days to implant anyway, so if you also ovulated later than you thought that would be over a week different to what you calculated from day 1 of your previous cycle.
hiding I couldn't handle the not knowing, because if it goes wrong I want to stop taking all the drugs and get it started so I can try and move on with my life (can't afford any more ivf so we'd be moving to adoption).
I wasn't going to book in with the midwife until after the 8w scan at the clinic, but we've moved house recently and had to change gp, and the midwife only does appointments every other Thursday morning, so I've booked in for 12th May as otherwise I wouldn't see her until 12 weeks, which might be a bit late to book me into a 12 seek scan! Really, really hoping I don't have reason to cancel the appointment.
salmon I don't believe sex can cause miscarriage, but there are a lot of things I'm not doing that I don't believe cause miscarriage just to protect myself in case it happens. There's no logic to your thoughts after a miscarriage and I just need to make sure I avoid any possible 'What if...' scenarios I might decide to beat myself up with!
We were told no sex after embryo transfer so now I'm just too nervous.
sunny excellent scan news 
I've been awake since 5am again, so been catching up on the thread (lily I don't remember what people have said, I just flip between the thread and my notes app to type in there then copy it across!) and trying not to wake up DH.
Just want to get to Friday and everything be okay at the scan as that will be the furthest we've ever got (8w).