aww Salamander and eeny , what a right faff of a time in hospital , must admist it was making me get all worked up reading about it, so you must have been vvvv wound up.
Arabica it is so typical of NHS to leave you waiting and waiting , so I really feel for you and your nerves.
Booby - Im wearing pads in my bra now due to leaky boobs !
I dont have any weird cravings , just the need for certain smells ; new cars, you know that leathery plastic smell, just cut wood ! or even burning wood, Petrol which I used to find noxious , now I just want to really deeply inhale.
Have had a bit of day , as had my mental health assesmant today , and although she was very pleasant I found it quite hard to go through my history all over again. Had to explain all of what went on during dd's labour and birth and I started getting into a right crying mess. Been feeling quite odd since , but kept my mind off it all by cooking all afternoon. I will now be getting weekly sessions of either a new therapy called EMDR , a bit like the mad tapping thing you see paul Mckenna doing and a CBT. It couldnt have come at a better time really and Im very lucky its all on the NHS. I feel like some gaurdian angel has sorted this for me ready to go back into hospital again. I may start a thread for it as dont wish to really upset anyone new to being mummy, but I need a place to talk about things.
Think I need to veg somehow tonight , as all that cooking and emotion has wacked me out , dh better like his dinner tonight!!!