Mother, Random and Woody - so sorry to hear your bad news, been thinking of you all. Big hugs to each of you.
Welcome to the newbies and congratulations of your bfp's!
This thread moves so fast, it is hard to keep up 
I'm feeling rubbish this morning. DH and I ended up having an argument at around 1am, after which he flounced off to the couch to sleep and I was left to toss and turn until gone 3am. Some times when I talk to him he doesn't actually listen to what I'm saying. I broached having an early scan with him a few weeks ago. He did agree that I could have one so I scoured out a place that is near his parents and enquired about availability for this weekend as we are staying at his parents this weekend. The only appointment they had free was 9am this Friday at a cost of £65. I told DH before I booked it and he said that it was a bit early but otherwise fine.
Last night he said I'd told him none of the details 
and that 9am was ridiculous as I'd have to get an early bus to the scan place (neither of us drive) and how was I going to go without alerting his parents to where I was going? Now he had been asking last week when we were going to te our parents and I told him not until I'd at least had a scan. I'm still constantly knicker checking and having to restrain myself buying any more pregnancy tests. I don't know why I am worried so much, I just keep having niggles and I won't be able to relax until I've had a scan. DH informed me last night that I was being selfish and stupid. Having an early scan wouldn't change anything and why couldn't I just wait until the 12 week scan like everyone else? He also said that a picture wouldn't make anything better. Before he went downstairs he told me that he was right and I was wrong.
I am still suffering from PND that showed up a short time after DD2 was born last year. I think this may be contributing to my anxiety. My DH is also suffering from depression and currently meant to be search for a job, though there isn't much searching going on. I have been looking for a job too, applied for some positions but not heard anything back. Hardly surprising when I'm due to begin my final year of uni in September, but still looking. I've been trying to get a head start on my dissertation but that's not going well at the moment. I'm also trying to start revision for a theory test as I'm hoping to take an intensive driving course in September, as neither of us being able to drive is so impractical. So due to all this I'm emotional and stressed anyway. I don't know whether to just cancel the appointment to keep him happy, but really do t think I can wait until 14th August. Sorry for the long post and rant, just still feeling annoyed this morning. Hope you all have a nice day :)