For Bereaved Mummies. Remembering Jack and our other precious little ones... the sharing of hurt is the beginnning of healing.

[lottiejenkins]

Third time lucky........ Thanks to Shabs and FMN. I hope i can carry the baton as well as you did. I havent made a good start though. Things can only get better.........

Bikini WAX - are you insane woman?! Can you still see your foof, or is the bump taking over yet?!

we have just got back in from swimming

well I say swimming.. its sliding off coloured balls, coming down the flume , getting knocked over by the waves from\the wave machine and sitting on the foutain !!!

but we were in the changing room when ross asks why i have boobs and he doesnt. So I decided to tell them they were for feeding babies.. Boy was that a mistake.. did you feed Fraser with them mummy??? followed by the usual what happened when did happen why did it happen

bless him.. its lovely that he feels comfortable enough to ask but sometimes you just want to say .. look can we talk about this later!!!

oh and it was ross sitting on the fountain not me!!!

Thats brill that he wants to ask Frasersmammy - BUT I know what you mean about it kind of pulling on the heart strings. Have you had the 'why havent you got a willy' conversation yet?

OOH yeah .. he knows boys all have a little man for going for a pee pee and girls and ladies have a "gina"

my mother is shocked that i said vagina to him but I couldnt think of an age approprtiate word.. I think its hilarous when he says mummy and nana have a gina daddy and papa have a wee man.. my poor mother doesnt know where to put herself

that is just fab!!!! Tom used to say (his own made up words!) boys have piggies and girls have fluffys He just read over my shoulder and tutted, went bright red and backed away

My friends little boy told me on Monday night that boys have winkies and girls have widgets!!

On a similar note DD announced to me the other morning that Milo (our dog) has a little willy and her Daddy has a big willy!!!

Help!!! Major major domestic problems with the house! Have had a leaking pipe under the kitchen floor and the whole floor has got to come up! Totally awful...... have rung school to see if they can keep Wilf this weekend but its an escort weekend where all the children go home.. so thats a no no
Its going to take FOREVER to sort out as the floor has to be dried before it can have any work done on it........ have been in tears for parts of the evening...

Oh sweetheart - oh shite and poo!!!

Right deep breathing and nice thoughts.

The floor is just a thing.....in the great scheme of stuff it is a pain in the bum and will take a while before it is repaired.

BUT you are a strong woman who has lived through (and is still living through grief and sadness) and it seems to me you are doing a damn fine job of surviving.

Now chin up, shoulders back, smile painted on - YOU CAN DO THIS LOTTIE, ITS A PIECE OF PISS WEE WEE

Thanks Shabs...... i dont feel very strong.. the plumber is the one who was here yesterday and bless him he was here from 7.30 till 10.00!!

Yes but lets face it Lottie you wouldn't undo his handcuffs would you

All will be well my darling. Sending hugs. Now dont make me come and wipe your eyes and use mum spit on my hankie to wash your face xxxxxxxx

Am off to bed now ........ Mr Plumber will be here in the morning at 8.30!! night xx

Night night love....try not to worry - please

morning girls xxxgod luck with your floor lovexx

Hiya Hazy - just back from work or up too early like me?

Speak later - Tommy has got up early so I can make him a bacon toasty - its like working at Macdonalds here - the feeding never stops

im working tnite but my sleep pattern crap ,i do nite on nite off plus a weekend elsewhere ,i dont sleep much nowadays ,and before you say it it aint my bladder,ha ha.
ive been awake since 4.30am and ill go to bed at 7.30 friday ,so have thaT TO LOOK FORWARD TO.dh is ill with throat infection and took hoiday yesterday to take his dad to see specalist but couldnt take him as cant

risk infecting him .

Morning all.... thanks hazy......... im sitting here shivering as the heating is off too...... am worried sick about the floor cant help it!

it will be ok ,im sure having your son there will be a help he is a wonderful little chapx

Things are now looking much much grimmer......... the whole of the downstairs is flooded out........... think its going to be a new kitchen and new flooring.....................

Oh Lottie - sodding hell - hope they get it sorted really soon.

sodding is the right word. everything is..............

OH lottie water is sooo destructive how are you holding up..

have you at least been given a plan of what they are going to do to sort it out yet?? do you now have big noisy dehumidifiers ??

I havent had internet access all day cos my bright spark hubby agreed to some update last night which turned off my network card!!!

Yup have the humidifiers thundering away,,,,, and have had all the rubber ring and swimming jokes too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!