For Bereaved Mummies. Remembering Jack and our other precious little ones... the sharing of hurt is the beginnning of healing.

[lottiejenkins]

Third time lucky........ Thanks to Shabs and FMN. I hope i can carry the baton as well as you did. I havent made a good start though. Things can only get better.........

Is that poo cos I stole your poem?

If it makes you feel any betterI had a little sniffle too

I didin't watch the J Kyle thing but I have thankfully (for them ) never had someone tell me "It was Gods will " or such rubbish (even the vicar who was a gem never said such nonsense) but I still completely HAVE to believe that Harry is somewhere else and is waiting to see us again . Otherwise I might just crack completely .

We had to many weird things happen around that time to not think something else is going on

Love to all xx

No you didn't steal my poem love - even if you had done it doesn't matter!! No, I just meant I dont cry very often but over the last couple of days I have cried at everything....it was very touching and just made me blub.

Its Thursday night................ive pubbbbbbbbbbed night all xxxxxxxxx hope my head is ok tomorrow xxxxxxxxxxx

Good morning girls xx

Morning............i think!!!

morning its dark, cold and wet and I am at work...

shabs sorry you are having a hard time at the mo.. dont you just hate hormones??

I am here if you want a moan

not that i would be on the net at work .. far too busy taking calls...

Thanks darling. Think I am coming to the end of the menopause according to my GP. It has been the weirdest of years - house move, first grandchild, youngest starting high school etc etc etc. Feel very tired - physically and mentally. Think I need a kick up the bum!!

xxx

Am typing this 1 handed (am feeding Mac), so forgive the typo's.

Welcome OH, so sorry we have to meet in these circumstances.

Wilbury - belated happy birthday to your dear little boy.

FMN - so glad to hear about the scan results. I guess you've got lots of conflicting emotions whizzing around at the moment, let us know if we can help you xx

Shabs - move away from Jeremy Kyle

It's Cole's 1st remember day early next month and I can already feel the emotions creeping up on me. I miss him more than ever at the moment, I think it's because Mac is reminding me of what I am missing with Cole. Oh, this is shit!

btw, tis moveit. This is my Halloween name!

Awww moveit - it made me smile when you said 'remember day' it sounds so much better. I always dread those days but when they are actually here they are nowhere near as bad as I thought they would be

What date is Coles remember day? I want to raise a glass to him and 'remember' him - yes I know I didn't actually know him but he sounds rather lovely to me

You are right it is utter shite xxx

Are any of you girls on Facebook? I know the lovely Lottie is but I wondered if anybody else is?

FM -that is a lovely peom no matter where it came from. made me blub too.

Lotiie -hope ur not too hungover.

Shabs -i dont normally cry much either but I keep blubbing at things at the silliest things- god damn hormones LOL!

I like- I was PG with Rhys on my 1st anniversary of Jack and he was due on Jacks due date too. It was so hard going through the same stages at that time of year and was dreading Rhys coming on Jacks due date I dont know how I would of coped. Luckily Rhys came 3 days early.
It is so hard & were here for you. X

I'm going to the babyloss service on Sunday at Ipswich Hospital......... im doing a reading. I will say a prayer for all our missed little ones xx

Lottie thats very sweet of you Thanks. x

Shabs im on facebook anyone feel free to add me...melanie phillips portsmouth network, its a pic of me in a light blue top with short dark hair in a side parting.

Done Mel!!! If that is your birth year on your MN name you are the same age as my twins. Now I feel really, really old

You have a beautiful family Mel. Already been having a nosey

Any of my pictures that are strange please remember my friends made me do it It wasn't me - you cant prove a thing!!! xxx

Ahhh thanks shabs- they keep me on my toes anyway- I think thats what boys are meant to do. They are as cheeky as they look too LOL.
Although Hayden was really sweetheart this morning, on the way to school a little boy he didnt know fell off his scooter and Hayden went running over to him asking if he was ok and picked his scooter back up for him -while all the other parents walked past might I add - it brought a tear to my eye. hes so thougtful sometimes.

Yeah it is my birth year, dont be silly your not old. LOL Ur family look lovely too all of your boys are so cute. xx

OMG you cant be the same age as our Danny Im 52 in December and my DH just turned 55 - Who stole about 40 years from me? Whilst I wasn't watching might I add.

That was a lovely thing that your DS did - you must be very proud of him.

Not funny!

My friend just sent me loads of clips off youtube - thought this might make us all smile.

Im always scared at how quickly time flies when you have a family...someone said that to me when I was 1st PG and god its so true
I am so proud of him he is such a kind natured boy. At playschool they used to pick him to look after the new kids, it made him so happy, he loves responsability and hes only 4!!

about monsters!

Oh how wonderful.....you have done a good job raising your children