tbh i dont know what to say - i never expected to post a thread in this section of mn :(
I didnt expect to be a widow at 37 :(
he was severely depressed, and although had some very good days, he also had very bad days and for whatever reason he felt he couldnt carry on and took his own life on Saturday 16th april :(
i know its early days, but i cry every day, silly things set me off, like yesterday changing the duvet cover - it was hubbys's job to do that and i had to do it for the first time
its got to get easier hasnt it? :(