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Daughter going to uni - can't stop crying

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ForRealMember · 20/09/2025 10:39

My eldest daughter is heading to uni and I can't stop crying.(I am trying my best to hide it from her). She is excited but nervous and I am so proud of her. I just feel grief and panic even though she will come back to visit. I have a lovely husband, lovely younger daughter and friends but I am still so upset. Is this normal?

OP posts:
Hoppinggreen · 20/09/2025 14:56

CurlyhairedAssassin · 20/09/2025 14:20

I can't grasp that at all. You can't keep them at home forever! Are you always going to cry when you're waving her off from visiting your house even when she's 40, with her own family? Keep her bedroom unchanged with all her childhood teddies on the bed?

Life is a series of little journeys and changes. We can't cling to the past. Look forward with happiness, not backwards with sadness.

I don't cry in front of her and her bedroom is very changed.
I don't want her to be at home forever, she is living a great life and has overcome a lot, we are very proud BUT I make no apology for missing her and feeling a bit sad every time she leaves
Can you grasp that?

Lalala12345 · 20/09/2025 14:56

MorrisZapp · 20/09/2025 14:49

Kahlil Giblets can fk all the way off. My son is absolutely mine. I made him and I nurtured him all the way to adulthood. He will go off into the world with my love and blessings but he's mine forever in my heart.

😂 fair enough 🤷🏻‍♀️

it’s a classic poem for a reason though, this is just one verse.

Having children is all about learning to let them go one stage at a time. Which is one of the many reasons why it is so difficult. Of course we always love them and have them in our heart.

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 14:58

YANBU and I don't know why some people are saying YABU. It's totally normal. Some people cry more than others. What you're feeling is a normal part of being a parent.

Enigma54 · 20/09/2025 14:58

tinydynamine · 20/09/2025 12:02

I'm crying because my DS is not going to university and is not thriving whatsoever. He's 23, has schizophrenia, has never worked, school was a disaster. We've just returned from psychiatric a&e because his new medication does not seem to be working as expected.

That sounds incredibly tough.
My DB ( much older) has MH issues too and has never left my parents. It’s hard going.

Enigma54 · 20/09/2025 14:59

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 14:58

YANBU and I don't know why some people are saying YABU. It's totally normal. Some people cry more than others. What you're feeling is a normal part of being a parent.

This. How parents react, is incredibly subjective.

THisbackwithavengeance · 20/09/2025 15:00

I’ve just dropped off my DS. He’s 21 so a mature student so it’s different, I get that.

But it was time for him to go and because he has the best bedroom, my DD has already moved her things in.

I had a little weep in the car but I’m positive and looking forward to hearing all about it. He’s moved to a lovely city and he’ll have a ball.

As will your DC.

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 15:02

Honestly people on here will find fault with everything. Be a normal parent being emotional because your child is doing what you have raised them to do and people will compare it to everything and try to minimise that normal feeling. 2025 and people still can't grasp the fundamental fact of all people being different and experiencing the same things differently. It's ok to love your children hard and take all the feelings that come with that.

FancyQuoter · 20/09/2025 15:03

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 14:58

YANBU and I don't know why some people are saying YABU. It's totally normal. Some people cry more than others. What you're feeling is a normal part of being a parent.

YABY because "it's the worst pain a parent could ever experience" it's a tad of an over-reaction.

I am happy for people to have had a very blessed life and no hardship whatsoever, but your child going away to study for a few months, possibly overseas? Come on. It cannot be that painful.

How did they manage when the kids went on holiday or abroad alone for the first time? I feel more sorry for the kids who have such overbearing parents!

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 15:04

FancyQuoter · 20/09/2025 15:03

YABY because "it's the worst pain a parent could ever experience" it's a tad of an over-reaction.

I am happy for people to have had a very blessed life and no hardship whatsoever, but your child going away to study for a few months, possibly overseas? Come on. It cannot be that painful.

How did they manage when the kids went on holiday or abroad alone for the first time? I feel more sorry for the kids who have such overbearing parents!

It's clearly a turn of phrase - and not even the OP's. Jesus wept.

FancyQuoter · 20/09/2025 15:06

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 15:04

It's clearly a turn of phrase - and not even the OP's. Jesus wept.

Edited

so you say...

Knowing how many posters faint at the idea of leaving a 16 year old home alone for the weekend, or travel TO LONDON (gash/ shock horror) I bet it's not 😂

Lalala12345 · 20/09/2025 15:08

usedtobeaylis · 20/09/2025 15:02

Honestly people on here will find fault with everything. Be a normal parent being emotional because your child is doing what you have raised them to do and people will compare it to everything and try to minimise that normal feeling. 2025 and people still can't grasp the fundamental fact of all people being different and experiencing the same things differently. It's ok to love your children hard and take all the feelings that come with that.

sure, agree with this. But some posters also have cautionary tales about not making your kids feel responsible for your feelings - some of us grew up with those kind of experiences (well into adulthood I might add) and it’s not healthy or fair on anyone. I also think it’s something parents can do sometimes without realising… but yes be sad and feel the feelings! and then move on.

Angrymum22 · 20/09/2025 15:08

It’s normal to be emotional. DS started uni last year and I thought that the house would never feel the same. Two weeks after he left I had cleaned out his room and using it as my TV room ( he has a huge TV) when DH was watching sport, which is most of the time. I will be doing the same next week. I had planned a huge clear out last year to keep me busy but unfortunately my DSis was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and I spent most of September and October commuting to spend time with her in the hospice. By the time I was ready to tackle the house DS was back for Christmas.

After 3 mnths of him being at home over the summer I couldn’t wait for him to go back to uni. My shopping bill has halved overnight. They change over their first year at uni and are much more independent but do treat home like a hotel. Two weeks into the summer break I stopped cooking for DS because he was never in or didn’t fancy what we were eating.

When I dropped him off I had a quick look around his new flat then made a hasty retreat. We helped him unpack into his room in halls, as most parents do, but I left him to it this time fully expecting to go back next week and find him living under a pile of boxes and bags. It’s his 21st birthday next week and we are going to take him out for lunch. I arrived home a couple of hours after leaving him and he’d messaged me with a video of his room all unpacked. He has gone down early to do Freshers again, it’s much more fun in your 2nd and 3rd year, and to celebrate three 21st birthdays over 3 days so he realised that he needed to unpack before he started drinking and could recover from the hangovers in his bed.

I will admit to a couple of tears when I pulled onto our drive but to be honest it’s the dog that misses him most.

One thing I did notice is that he rings me for a chat much more often. And unlike the “what did you do at school” conversations, he tells me about some of the funny things they have been doing. I often get group calls via FaceTime for input about cooking or car problems. I ran my own business for years so have an encyclopaedic knowledge about what to do in emergencies. I have been consulted on roast potatoes, car maintenance, medical problems, IT problems and connecting all things electrical. But I remember my mum being utilised the same way when I was in a house share as a student. The boys had her on speed dial for all things culinary. I’m retired so almost always available and with a medical background I don’t judge or panic.

The one bit of advice that I reinforce with DS is what to do if he is ill. Meningitis is quite common in students for a number of reasons. Firstly encourage them to have all the meningitis vaccines, unless they missed out they should be up to date. Secondly, if they have any of the symptoms, they must let their flat mates know, leave their door open, preferably propped open and ask flatmates to check on them regularly. Thirdly seek medical help sooner rather than later. A call to 111 will be taken seriously.

DS had a really bad dose of flu a month after starting. I picked him up and brought him home. He is never ill or rather he rarely complains if he is and had an almost perfect attendance record at school from reception to sixth form. So if he is asking for painkillers I know he is very ill. I may suggest that he gets a flu vaccine this year.

Marylou2 · 20/09/2025 15:09

Big hugs to you OP. My DD leaves for uni 2 weeks today. It is both my proudest and saddest time. I'm distracting my self by making preparations and packing. She's my only one and i know she's going to love every minute but it is hard.

herbaceous · 20/09/2025 15:09

You know when people say something like 'kindly, get a grip'? They don't mean 'kindly' at all. They mean 'my eyes are rolling at your patheticness'.

We all know that our job is to raise happy, functional kids who can go off into the world without a backwards glance, but surely it doesn't make it any less painful when they go and do just that? When they've been central to our lives for 18 years?

Mine isn't even due to go for another two years, and I already well up at the thought. I'd imagine that invites even more derision, but IDGAF.

RedLeggedPartridge · 20/09/2025 15:12

Try not to make this about you OP. Your young person is going off to university, it will be a great time for them (unless they pick up on your feelings of grief).

Try and change your feelings to that of excitement for them.

RampantIvy · 20/09/2025 15:16

Mischance · 20/09/2025 11:05

I don't know how "normal" it is, but can only say I did not feel this when my 3 went off to uni. I was proud of them and knew we would be in touch lots - and that they would have interesting tales to tell.

They were back soon enough with their bags of washing!

I hope your DD settles in and has a wonderful time.

Neither did I. I felt a bit flat after DD went, but crying all summer at the idea of your child becoming independent isn't healthy.

It's better than the alternative.

IhadaStripeyDeckchair · 20/09/2025 15:16

Our job as parents is to prepare our children to.luve a independent life without us; to give them the skills & knowledge to survive & thrive.
DTs have headed off for their second year at university, with barely a backwards glance, & that's how it should be.
One is at a European university so we won't see them until Christmas, the other is far closer & we'll see them occasionally

Of course we all miss them, but there is a new rhythm in the house now there's only 4 of us here most of the time.

FancyQuoter · 20/09/2025 15:17

herbaceous · 20/09/2025 15:09

You know when people say something like 'kindly, get a grip'? They don't mean 'kindly' at all. They mean 'my eyes are rolling at your patheticness'.

We all know that our job is to raise happy, functional kids who can go off into the world without a backwards glance, but surely it doesn't make it any less painful when they go and do just that? When they've been central to our lives for 18 years?

Mine isn't even due to go for another two years, and I already well up at the thought. I'd imagine that invites even more derision, but IDGAF.

I don't think that's healthy at all, because why do you think it makes such a big difference?

they've been central to our lives for 18 years? they still are anyway, it's just one more occasion when they are in a different town or different country.

If anything, they're even more expensive and become more and more expensive when they turn 18 😂

It sounds very heavy for the child to know their parents are so upset about not much.

I feel mainly sorry for the ones whose parent don't even a life independently, parents who might have a job, but not hobby, no sport, no social life, no child-free weekends and child-free holidays. The pressure on their shoulder is too much. They are our kids, not our friends, it's not their job to keep us busy or entertained.

herbaceous · 20/09/2025 15:20

Where did I say it was OK to cry in front of them? It's obviously not OK to lay your guilt on them, or to make your happiness their responsibility. But it's perfect reasonable to be upset that you're going to miss that person you grew in your belly then nurtured for 18 years.

AmyDuPlantier · 20/09/2025 15:22

Stoufer · 20/09/2025 14:36

Yes, absolutely! I felt like I had a big hole in my chest (think ‘Death becomes her’ (Meryl Streep & Goldie Hawn)), which lasted for about 6 weeks! For me, having phone location settings on (with my dc’s permission), meant I could see them moving about, or being in their room, or in the dining hall, or in lectures / library), and it really helped me feel close to them. We also scheduled a weekly Zoom call on a Sunday, which really helped as well.

I’m sorry but I think that’s too much! Tracking their movements is batty.

incognitomummy · 20/09/2025 15:23

It’s totally normal these days.
im sure my mum didn’t cry about me going to uni but I have a few friends who i know have and others who I suspect have.
a couple of them have children with additional needs and so those tears are for all the hard work that has gone into this milestone and for all the hard work and support to come.

totally understandable.

FancyQuoter · 20/09/2025 15:24

AmyDuPlantier · 20/09/2025 15:22

I’m sorry but I think that’s too much! Tracking their movements is batty.

Talk about unhealthy!

The worst thing is, kids with parents like that end up being the least reasonable of the lot, they have been so pressured at home, they are either ill-prepared to be alone, or just blow up all the steam in one go and it's a mess!

Enigma54 · 20/09/2025 15:24

herbaceous · 20/09/2025 15:09

You know when people say something like 'kindly, get a grip'? They don't mean 'kindly' at all. They mean 'my eyes are rolling at your patheticness'.

We all know that our job is to raise happy, functional kids who can go off into the world without a backwards glance, but surely it doesn't make it any less painful when they go and do just that? When they've been central to our lives for 18 years?

Mine isn't even due to go for another two years, and I already well up at the thought. I'd imagine that invites even more derision, but IDGAF.

You have summed it up well. There’s a thread somewhere, about using the term “ kindly “ and “ gently”. The general consensus is, that it’s a passive aggressive use of language, with no kindness meant at all!

Enigma54 · 20/09/2025 15:26

Stoufer · 20/09/2025 14:36

Yes, absolutely! I felt like I had a big hole in my chest (think ‘Death becomes her’ (Meryl Streep & Goldie Hawn)), which lasted for about 6 weeks! For me, having phone location settings on (with my dc’s permission), meant I could see them moving about, or being in their room, or in the dining hall, or in lectures / library), and it really helped me feel close to them. We also scheduled a weekly Zoom call on a Sunday, which really helped as well.

You are joking about the phone tracking, right?

herbaceous · 20/09/2025 15:28

I also think it's unfair to conflate people upset at their children leaving home with overbearing helicopter parents. The two aren't necessarily the same! I've been gradually loosening the apron strings for years, but it's still painful.

Not sure how much is to do with how long I waited before conceiving him after a zillion miscarriages, and that he's my only one. Probably quite a lot.