Need a hand hold part 2

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Hi it’s Laura ,
Just wanted to add a new thread as I think my other thread is getting full xx

Thank you @Munchyseeds2 it was the best surprise ever. And it was lovely not only getting a real cuddle but a cuddle from my daughter . It meant everything.
I really don’t know why my sister did that, we havnt spoken since she told my ex where I was. And I’m unsure why she wants brownie points from him and I am upset about it but nothing surprises me anymore . I’m going to get over it and move on xx

Thank you @spoonfulofmustard its a beautiful song and when I get my house I’m going to listen to it and say to myself , he cracked me but he didn’t break me xx

Oh that is beautiful ❤️
I would love to go to Harrods and pick a bauble xx

Awwww that is so lovely , thank you so much @Apolloneuro .
Im still in shock about seeing her and holding her it was a lovely surprise. And it was lovely to talk about normal stuff with her xx

Hi @ChoccieCornflake , it’s brilliant news isn’t it . It’s honestly made my day . To say that my week started horribly it turned out better than I could have imagined. I’ve got a safe roof over my head and I’ve seen my daughter.
Your day sounds lovely, do a job and then rest . Sounds like my cup of tea. I hope you had some biscuits too xx

Awww @Apolloneuro you are really going through it aren’t you . Bless you.
I absolutely hate cystitis it’s horrid , please make sure you phone the doctor in the morning though , having blood in your wee sounds worrying .
Have you got any Covid tests you can do?I really hope it’s not Covid and you start to feel better soon xx

@Apolloneuro it does sound like you need to get back on to the GP tomorrow, peeing blood is never a good sign
Hope you feel better soon

Me too @Apolloneuro please call GP in morning . I’m worried about you xx

Go lovely!!.....
You know what? You really are AMAZING xx

Oh don’t worry about me lovely. I’ve got a brilliant doctor surgery and it hasn’t happened again.

Well please keep an eye on it and if it happens again ring your doctor. I hope you manage to rest tonight xx

Sorry to hear you are poorly @Apolloneuro. Look after yourself and keep us posted.

Thanks Laura. I was thinking of you today and taking some inspiration from your determination. I appreciate the offer of chatting too.

Fireworks night was always a time I really loved as a child, and used to do a special thing with my father, so it hits me every year (over 15 years now), and comes shortly after the anniversary of his passing in October. Sadly I’m nowhere near as good a parent as my father was. He never lost patience, I lose it daily.

I’m so glad the visit from your daughter went well. That news has made me so happy. You haven’t lost them, remember that. This week really has been a rollercoaster but I am so happy you and spoon still with us and making progress.

Thank you Ruralretreating,
You know what my emotions are all over the place at the moment. I am so so glad that I have seen my daughter today but it has made me feel sad too. And it’s made me miss my children even more. God what’s wrong with me?
I’m always here to talk to, sending you huge hugs xx
I can imagine it’s a difficult time of year , special occasions are always hard .
Your father sounds like a wonderful man and don’t put yourself down, we all lose patience. I sit here daily and think of the times I didn’t have patience with my children and wishing I could take it back and feeling immense guilt if I could turn back time I would but I can’t, nobody can. Don’t beat yourself up about it , you’re an amazing mum ok, never forget that xx

What you’ve brought to us Laura, is a little corner of mumsnet where a group of people, who’ve never met, care about each other. That’s special.

You’re right @Apolloneuro . I’m so glad I’ve found you all and we have all found each other . And I care about every single one of you, no amount of money in the world is worth this . It’s very special . Big hugs to you all xx

Hopefully you're fast asleep now.

Just read about your daughter visiting you.

What a lovely surprise.

Hope your hospital appointment is a good one for you.

🙂

Hi @itsmylife7 I’m not asleep unfortunately I can’t switch off tonight . Heads whirring constantly.
I hope you have had a lovely weekend?
It really was a lovely surprise , was lovely to see her Xx

Good morning ladies! It's a miserable wet Monday here but I won't let it get me down. I hope you all have a great start to the week. Or at least not a bad one!

Morning @nornironlady and all the fab supportive ladies here.
And Laura here is to another week of building a new future. X

Good morning @nornironlady . Just waiting for my ambulance . I didn’t get even 10 mins of sleep last night so it got to 5am and I decided to get up. Just on my second cup of tea. I hope it dries out for you later . Have a lovely day xx

Good morning @PeggyMitchellsCameo and everybody else . I hope you’re ok and ready for the week. I’m just listening to Pink , Try, whilst I’m waiting for my transport.

Love this part of the Pink song , I put a playlist on and this is first song that came on today …

Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try

Here’s to another week let’s hope it’s a positive one for everybody . Big hugs xx

@Apolloneuro How are you feeling this morning?Thinking of you xx

@PeggyMitchellsCameo I was thinking the same on the timing and that everyday is another day closer to being with your children Laura. I hope the hospital goes well today and that it's a nice journey not stuck in traffic jams! A change is as good as a rest and all that. @Apolloneuro I hope you start to feel better soon.

Morning lovely (and everyone else!)
Sorry you didn't get any sleep last night, must have lasted forever!!
I hope your appt is positive and that you manage to buy some nice (healthy!) things in tesco
Will be thinking of you xxx