@LupaMoonhowl "you mustn’t feel you will inconvenience your friends if you ask them to check on you, if that makes you feel safer."
they're not really friends they are acquaintances, unfortunately that's all I have, apart from one actual friend who doesn't live near so we meet in the day anyway. Made it very clear that they don't want to do it and think I'm being ridiculous so better just not to go out in the evening. I am debating bothering with them at all but isolation really gets to you.
Sorry that's why I was getting upset. Not having anyone is a really hard place to be. It sounds like you're one of the posters who doesn't know me well, so please don't offer well meaning advice about trying to change my life. I'm tired of trying.
One thing about this shit times is at least I don't feel missing much because the mood out there is probably not good?
Back to politics
I saw Trevor Phillips speaking about what a lot of people have been through before they arrive in the country. This was awhile ago. I don't know what his view is now. He seems like a rational person. But a lot of what he described was pretty awful and my first thought was "that's exactly why we can't take people like that in this country". They have seen terrible things and they may have participated in terrible things - but isn't that exactly how you end up with a man trying to behead somebody in the street. We can't sacrifice our own country because other people are having massive difficulties.