To be honest rosa totally and utterly had enough 
Had no choice but to go out this morning as it was a crisis check if I didn't I'd have the police here (long story). They advised of I don't go tomorrow they'll call police so must go then too.
It was horrendously hot in there. Supposedly the temperature is "only" 24 with realfeel of 27 definitely closer to 27. It was supposed to be around 18-20 today.
Fell over because of blood pooling in my legs.
Cold doesn't help as have a temperature and to cap it all off my fucking council has decided to cancel tomorrow's waste collection and begin their once a month collection.
So I'll have six weeks, yes six weeks, worth of waste by then including incontience products. They say recycle everything. I can't. I struggle to wash my plates and bowls I've no functioning to wash fucking rubbish and council won't provide carers to do that. The so called service for incontience is no use either - every three weeks starting middle of September, it's hit 30c here and been between 25 and 30 since Friday afternoon. My flat fucking stinks I needed that collection tomorrow. I can't use the bags they're giving people, even if I could do I really want to be advertising to everyone im incontinent? Like it's not fucking humiliating enough being my age and going through double incontience being mocked for it now I'm supposed to use these massive heavy duty bags I can't store anywhere and certainly can't use with my hands with HUMAN WASTE : INCONTIENCE PRODUCTS ONLY (plus Welsh equivlent) in massive letters written all over it.