enough is enough ! really dont want to be this size anymore!

[em83]

im weighing in at 12st 11 which is way to big for my 5'2 height, im a size 16.....
going on my hols in 7weeks and i have been off and on dietingfor the past 6 weeks, losing half a stine putting back on etc.
well enough is enough.....
i am HUGE and really down about it....
i would love to lose as much as poss in the 7 weeks but have very little willpower.
my bmi is about 30-31, and apparently my "ideal" weight should be 8-9 stone....
but i would be happy at 10 half-11 stone....i start different diets conatantly
1 week its slimming world,then next i calorie count
really want someone to kick me up the arse!

We got married at our local registery office it was lovely and they were so nice there. How lovely hope your day is wonderful. What is your dress / outfit like? I do love weddings they are such special days.....

Been a lovely day today, went for a long walk with the kids and dog, so that was my exercise for the day. Made biscuits with DS this aternoon and I did sneak a little one when they came out of the oven. So much nicer warm, then I felt really guilty and drank a big glass of water thinking that might flush it out! Ha! Ha! Weighed myself this morning, 1.5 lb off. Not bad I suppose considering I was away at the weekend.

How

RIGHT ! well i went out on my hen nite on saturday and people commented on my weight loss !! however i havnt lost anyweight .....
they were refering to my weight loss after i took the alli tablets last year apparently i had "piled" the weight on before taking them tablets...i managed to lose 11lb in 3 weeks however reckon i have put 7lb of that back on
im going on my holiday on friday
i have decided that after my hols I WILL LOSE WEIGHT i am very determined especially as the summer is coming, and i reckon an acheivable weight loss goal for me is 2-3lb a week.... i really need to do it and feel such a failure for not being able to lose any weight since i started this thread.... i have piss farted about for too long !
[rant over emotion]

so feel free to rejoin my support group which will commence on here when my hols are over
lol
simmo homemade biccys mmmmmm ! lol

Em - have a fab holiday, nice you got some positive comments at your hen do. 2-3 lb a week sounds a good target.

travellingwilbury - hows it going?

I have been a bit better on the exercise front, did the school walk both ways today and Davina DVD this afternoon. Felt a bit bored with my food today, but have a new GoLower food delivery coming this week which I always get a bit excited about. They always put something a little different in each time, and most of the time I really like the new meals they bring out.
Just over 2 stone to go - yippee!!! Haven't been this close to my goal weight for so long now, starting to feel real and that I will do it this time......