Evening everyone, just checking in and nice to see I was missed 
Sadly, I have not really being off enjoying myself, well I was initially, then it all went downhill.
I think I mentioned my mum had gone in for an operation, gall bladder removal, well it had all seemed to go well initially, she got home, and I went off on holiday, while I was away she took a turn for the worse and got admitted again to another hospital seriously ill.
Turns out the surgeon had totally messed up her operation, burst the gall bladder inside her, didn't clean it up, and just stitched her up, so she ended up seriously ill with a major infection, so bad that it had damaged her bowel
So I came home from holiday. She was really bad for a few days, then started to pick up.
She got home yesterday, but is still taking 15 antibiotics a day, as well as painkillers, and various bowel medicines, and is having to see a nurse everyday as she basically has a huge open wound on her stomach. It has been a disaster from start to finish. There is being a formal meeting to discuss it all, as the 2nd hospital feel the 1st was negligent. So she is a little better but still has a long way to go! 
So, basically, I have been awful on the diet, missed 2 classes and have been eating all kinds of bad things, grabbing take aways when I could etc. Just can't seem to get back on track, I am just so stressed!!
Will miss the class again on Monday, need to help my mum to an appointment, so am going to just try to start afresh on Monday and try my best. Haven't even weighed myself as I am far too scared 
Sorry for going on 
Will now go back and catch up with everything I have missed and find out how you are all getting on 