Wahoo for the bath!
I think i have a glimmer of hope after my however-many-week-stall Ive had.
I was 74.8kg 7th June. And it hovers around 74 for June
i was 73.4 kg 7th July
goes up and down and around that for July.
I was then 73.5kg beg August! And much of August was weighing in at 74ish.
I had been on 9mg until end June, did 9.5 then 10mg for 2 weeks and then 2 weeks on 11mg and jon Friday just done second week on 12.
So even going up more than a 2.5dose (from 8.95 to 12) in effect hasnt helped much.😳
Good news I weighed in today 72.8!
I known it will now likely go up to 73 and hover for a month...
And progress is so very slow now.
But hopefully it means the trend is still going down.
I am very very tired having gone up. And sulphur burped quite a bit after the 11s and first 12. Hoping not to around people tomorrow and Tuesday.
I've spent this year feeling both amazed how far I've got (I feel I "pass for normal" now!! (Well the overweight side of normal but still!) And am so so pleased about mobility) but aI am so tired and so puzzled about the next steps and where this is going. I dont feel I eat lots and had hoped not only to get to bmi 25 but to get comfortably within that (mainly so when weighed at the gp in clothes I still feel "Normal"!).
I also have a lot of loose skin. And my stomach seems to have a stone of fat on it and i want that to look less weird as im all put of proportion now.
My current fear is I'd hoped to be reducing by now. So costs of this realistically (especially with the loss of the 5th dose) is going to be a lot for me.
And I might need to be realistic that my maintenence dose when (if) i get there is unlikely to be 5 is it if i stalled for so long on 10 is it...
I feel like I'm being ungrateful for the amazing progress. I'm truly not just not sure what my gameplay is now or what realistic expectations are now. Especially with cost and tiredness implications. I jsut want to be realsirtic for the enxt yeat. I'm sort of so close but not quite!! I so thought id be there by now. And where money is a big issue for us still nervous to spend too much on clothes/ winter boots again if not "there"!
Thankyou all. I cant talk about this to anyone irl! My colleagues and friends are either slimmer than me, healthy, normal etc. Or a bit overweight and sort of not appropriate to be anxious when im.now smaller than them!