Final post from me today (and sorry I don't keep them short, I'm like this in real life too!).
Is anyone else a bit fed up at the moment? I'm 10 months in to MJ and I'm just a bit fatigued by it all. It almost feels like a full time job, tracking my food and weighing up my food choices. I need the accountability of tracking but it takes up a lot of mental space, I think. I don't often feel food noise, luckily, but I'm always aware that I don't want to be obese/overweight anymore so I have to sustain the changes that I've made with my food and exercise.
Before I started MJ, I felt like if I lost 5 stone I'd be transformed. Well, that didn't happen. Only at 5 stone did I start to see any small difference in my body; up until then I looked almost the same. I'm now at 8 stone loss and it's really showing, but it feels like I'm so far away from where I want to be. I'm a size 16/18 and I thought I'd be happy with a size 16 because I'd be able to go into any clothes shop and find something that fitted. But I'm still very visibly obese (BMI 34.6) so I need to lose quite a lot more still, around about 30kg/4.5 stones.
Healthy BMI for me is max 65kg so I'm aiming for 60kg to have a bit of leeway. Ultimately that means that overall I need to lose 12 stone, so although I'm really pleased with what I've lost so far, the finish line is probably not until November or December. It feels like such a long time to wait and I'm impatient. I'm working so hard to change my life that I feel as if I deserve it now!
(Sorry for mixing kg and stones, I weigh in kg but converted to stones because a lot of people here use those units. This also accounts for any rounding errors.)