@Springbaby2023 how are you feeling?
I had a break and then took a microdose. 1.25
And within a day all puffy and swollen and exhausted - I get a lot of that on this medication but with even half of therapeutic dose!
I know I've got to throw it out it's clearly very bad for me personally
I don't know why I'm struggling
I think it's partly because there are just no other stories about this happening to people - honestly at this point I'm wondering if some of the stories get suppressed
If I write down my list of side-effects, it's huge
Also, I had a new one on the dose two weeks ago, I thought I had pins and needles I thought maybe I've been sitting funny
Turns out it's an actual condition called allodynia and lots of users report it and just seem to be putting up with it
I was just starting to feel perfectly healthy again and I stupidly took some what is wrong with me?
anyway, I feel quite embarrassed about it, but I'm just posting this in case it helps anyone else. It's turned into a kind of weird obsession taking this stuff. And I've never in my life been so obsessed with food even though I just have to constantly eat the same
Because I'm so worried about stomach upset
Wish I'd never gone near it
anyway, it's Lent now so I'm going to focus on that. It seems like a good opportunity to help focus with eating less
i'm just putting this out there in case it helps anyone I did think about starting a separate thread for people who came off it but really I just need to stop thinking about it and move forward
I tried it. It was bad for me. That's the end