Hi all! I thought I’d check back in.
My new boobs are looking amazing. Not going to lie. I measure a 32DD. I don’t need a bra. They sit there all perky and wonderful. I just wear a bralette for coverage.
Maintaining and hunger. I’m on 12.5. It only really suppresses fully for 48 hours. But I’m used to it now. I can eat plenty to sustain my exercise. I am more ripped than some of the guys at the gym now.
I am very rigid with food. I don’t really deviate from a few set meals. Saturday I say I will have whatever I want. But I don’t want it anymore. I’ve worked too hard for this.
Do I have disordered eating? Yes. But I had that pre MJ. I don’t think there are many who have been obese who don’t.
i wanted to be thin my entire life. Bluntly it comes down to that. I’m now healthy and thin. I won’t do anything to jeopardise that. I’ve been been in maintenance much longer now than I was actively losing.
I am sorry that some are struggling. It is shit. I know how hard it is. I also don’t want to sound like one of those annoying seemingly slim people who says you just have to work harder. It’s not that easy. For me I won’t ever go back. I know it will snowball. I am not going back to how useless and miserable I felt for most of my life.
Plus who knows what would happen to the boobs. 🤣