@Tohaveandtohold Thank you. Glad I am not alone. It's really tough, isn't it? Not swapping one extreme for another, you're completely right. I need to let go of this feeling of wanting to keep my weight rigidly in control - because I can't. It's impossible. I did my second 5mg this morning, eating has been easier for the past week, which is good.
@Carridoesntlivehereanymore I don't actually mind the lack of boobs! Understand about the crepey skin - I have some on my arms. I'm hoping it will get a little better with time. My heaviest weight was 20st, so I have to expect some weird skin stuff. Totally relate to the loo roll analogy!
@DeltaAlphaDelta79 Rooting for you! Keep checking in with us. Lots of love.
@Histoscientist Thank you so much. I am so pleased for you in regards to your anxiety and IBS. Amazing. My anxiety a year ago was truly crippling, so I know how you feel. A buffer is a very good plan, always a relief to have some wiggle room. Real shame about the hair. I have also lost a fuck ton, but I think that is due to not eating enough - it's been really shedding over the past 6 weeks . I bought a fake hair bun off Amazon and it looks great! Maybe Wegovy might improve things? Always worth a shot...
My husband is a lovely soul. Love him very much. We had a really good chat about things and I understand where he is coming from. He's so used to me being fat, so it must be a shock to see how I am now - I agree. Well, last time I checked, it was 19 - but it may be lower. It's never going to be easy without MJ - I will probably be on it for life. No chance can I be left to my own devices. I will always be obese, just like an alcoholic will always be in remission. I mean, at least we have MJ. I don't know how long I could have continued with life, to be honest. It was so bad. Your treat day sounds delicious, I love mozzarella! Glad your waist is making an appearance!
@surreygirl1987 Oh god it's the worst isn't it! I have to sit and sleep with a million cushions!
@Bluenose1966 Thank you so much. Actually, I am very happy with my weight. I would say this is the first time in my life that I am actually happy. Everyone else seems to disagree, though! For the first time EVER I don't feel insecure or ashamed and I don't want to lose that. I don't think I need to lose any more weight, not at all - but I do think I was getting a bit addicted to watching the scales go down. I find it very easy not to eat on MJ, which made it even easier. No criticism taken at all - thank you for being frank with me. I've had more boring comments this week about my weight, all from people who have always been slim, and who like, and I find it really annoying. I never, ever comment on other people and the way I look. I need to think of a good response! Thank you very much for your wise words, I appreciate it. Can't believe you're on week 34 of maintenance - that's terrific! You must let us know when the kitchen is complete - how exciting!
@EVK Start weight was 16st 2.7lbs, last time I checked I was a bit under 8st. Regarding goal weight, the goal posts have been moved on that one a lot... Thank you so much for your advice and I am truly sorry for all you have been through. You are a strong woman.
@igivein Thank you so much. Bloody hell your stats are incredible! Crazy. You must feel great. I am so happy for you. I believe you will get there. You will. I am just so happy for us all. Like you, I didn't believe that this could ever happen or even be possible!
@flowerlady2 5st and a healthy BMI, congratulations! You know, it might be worth coming down the doses and seeing what happens. Especially if you are feeling a bit flat. I've come all the way back down to 5mg from 15mg and haven't really noticed a difference. Yes, I did noticed some dizzy spells at the top doses, had to make sure I got up from sitting/lying down slowly.