I'm only on my 1st week, but being able read so much positivity is really encouraging!
I can still almost feel the embarrassment of being shamed for my weight the first time, 6 years old at school, all had to weigh ourselves (nothing medical, just in a lesson for some reason), I was the heaviest at 6 stones. Some kids laughed, even typing that brings me to tears! 😢
The start of yo-yo dieting for 50 years really, lost 6 stone 20 years ago, through complete food deprivation & exercise punishment, only kept if off for about 6 months before my mental health took a major dive, I'd lost 'the weight' but it wasn't the magical answer to my lifelong problems & my poor brain just couldn't cope.
Had a tough few years in therapy & learnt a lot about myself (& others), became much more self aware to my problems & learnt how to manage 'me' in better & kinder ways. Being fat was a side effect of everything else, not the cause of my problems, who knew!
Got to my heaviest July 2020, 26st6lbs. Really struggling physically as already have other mobility issues, at the point of looking to buy a stool to use in the shower as I could hardly stand long enough to wash my hair, thought "what the hell am i doing?!", was my turning point.
Completely changed my eating habits over the last few years, very low carb, few keto days a week, & lost over 4 stones. Still a bit up & down, learning I have real problems with some foods, did a course on food addiction which really opened my eyes. Can manage abstinence majority of the time now, occasional slip up, but just 1 meal & not 1 day/rest of the week blown out now!
But getting further into menopause has just stopped all loss, even though I haven't changed anything. Tried Mindy Pelz's fasting like a girl schedule for last 4 months, helped initially but stuck again now.
So, on to try MJ, have high hopes this will be what I need, & will be able to maintain through good habits already in place.
Apologies for the essay! 🫣
5ft7, 55yrs
Highest 26st6lb
SW21st12lb
CW21st8lb
GW14st? Size16/18 suits my frame