Morning all,
I’ve been away since Monday on a caravan park holiday with my youngest daughter which had resulted in two things:
1- I’m waaaay behind on the new thread, page 9 and I’m only just checking in! Will have a good read through this morning.
2- I’ve had my first “maintenance” week where I haven’t really lost (I’m 0.4lbs down from last today).
So I took my last dose of 2.5mg last Friday, but had already made the decision to move up to 5mg this week and I’m so pleased I have because my suppression is clearly waning and food noise returning. So I went on holiday on Monday (I say holiday, but like I said it was a caravan park with my 4 year old so not like it was a special occasion or European capital city with stunning food etc, I know we can all relax our diets on holiday but I didn’t really want/need to for this one!). On Monday and Tuesday I stuck to my calorie deficit- made packed lunch to take out, ate my own evening meal in the caravan before heading out the to entertainment and ordering my daughter food, no ice creams for me etc. But Weds and Thurs I fell off the wagon. I had lots of snacks throughout both days- Pringles, Easter egg, Doritos, chocolate bar. We went to the onsite pub restaurant and I had nachos. One night in the entertainment I had a slushie cocktail (just one!). I enjoyed what I had over the two days and although I do feel worse than when not overeating (ie more bloated) I don’t feel totally rough (which is another reason I think the 2.5mg isn’t as strong for me anymore). I wouldn’t call it an uncontrolled binge. I wasn’t weighing myself through the week as didn’t have my scales with me so I didn’t see the fluctuations and “what might have been”. Around weds morning I may have been lower and then come back up but luckily I haven’t seen that (I struggle with it looking like I’ve “gained”).
So the stats this week are:
Starting weight 13 stone 6.5lbs
Current weight 11 stone 9.2lbs
Loss this week 0.4lbs
Total loss 1 stone 11.3lbs (or 25.3lbs)
I’m still very happy with where I am in my journey. Today I will be having a good day of eating within my calories and going for a long walk then taking my first 5mg jab this evening to continue on.
Also just to add- when I first started munching my way through snacks on Wednesday I was still attempting to log everything on My Fitness Pal, and it’s amazing how quickly the calories add up with that kind of food! Before I knew it I was at over 1000 calories of just crisps and chocolate in one sitting, whereas when suppression is high and we’re making the right choices many of us struggle to eat that many calories of healthy food over the full day. I absolutely dread to think how many calories I was eating a day before when I was in a self destructive binge cycle and really it’s no wonder I was 4 stone overweight in the obese bmi range. I really hope that this whole journey does help my heal my relationship with food long term.