Morning all. @Flamethrowers Vinted is your friend, great NSV!
I had a word with myself and am feeling less despondent - thank you for all the encouragement, lovely people. I reminded myself that even when I was slim, I could easily gain a couple of pounds over special occasions, or when away on holiday, and it's really no big deal, just enjoy yourself over times like that without being too ridiculous, get back into a more restrained eating pattern over the next couple of weeks, and it'll come off again just fine.
So this weekend, we went to Wales with lots of friends and it's been so lovely we all decided to stay a bit longer (it's someone's house, so easy to extend, and they are very lovely and generous hosts who are always happy to have us there). I've tried not to overindulge too much in terms of portion sizes after feeling really uncomfortable on Thursday night, but the reality is with three meals a day that are mainly cooked breakfasts, pub lunches and dinners out, lots of wine, plus obligatory ice cream stops on long hot walks, it's going to be a gain week, and that's OK every now and again. The main thing is I'm not getting stressed about it, and having a really, really lovely time. Loads of laughter, proper wiping tears from eyes laughter, and I really needed that after a bitch of a work week.
And some really great NSVs. Everybody commented on how well I look (code for you've lost weight!), and how good my skin looks. We did the same trip last year, and I really struggled to keep up on some of the walks (it's hilly there!). It wasn't quite effortless this year, but significantly easier - even when going up Sugarloaf and Pen Y Fan. That is a brilliant NSV because it shows how much this is improving my health, as well as my figure. Super, super pleased with that, feels like huge progress. And dare I say it, my arse is starting to look really toned - the glutes are complaining a bit this morning, but they are firm, and no longer lost under a layer of flab. Hopefully the belly will follow suit soon - although I need to incorporate more core exercises into my routine.
So back to sunny me and more positive me today. We've got this!