Hello all 👋 checking in again after my little holiday - just catching up with everyone's progress.
So I did a 2.5mg (20 clicks) jab of my 7.5mg pen (sunday before last I think - I've lost track) before I left for Morocco as I wanted to err on the side of caution in case of tummy trouble whilst away - and phew, thank goodness I did bc I had a lot of gastro type stuff whilst away and hardly ate anything. I'm not sure what was the Mj, the food/drink over there or maybe tummy issues/bloating from the plane but it wasn't pleasant and the second and third day I felt quite rough. Still managed to have a really good time but had to run to the toilet quite a few times! We also had to forgo a couple of trips we had planned as I was worried about the hiking involved and proximity to a loo when feeling rough so we decided to go to a country club on those days instead which was gorgeous and I'm guessing much more enjoyable!
Absolutely everything I ate/drank went right through me though 🤢 I think I started to get quite dehydrated and was craving salt - managed to scarf down a big bag of Lays potato chips one day and that was all I had all day.
I didn't take my pen with me and bc of aforementioned tummy issues didn't jab again until Tuesday (usually do a sat/sun) and did a 5mg (40 clicks) of my 7.5mg pen as I don't feel ready to move up to 7.5 yet. I also will weigh tomorrow after not weighing last week and to be honest I don't feel like I've lost anything despite hardly eating whilst away. I feel bloated still, but I shall see in the morn!
I hated every single photo dh took of me whilst away and feel I look much fatter than I do when I look in the mirror. I think il have to definitely lower my target quite a bit to get where I want to be. Does anyone else feel like they're just not built to be thin? Morocco was full of really thin, tanned French women and I felt like a cart horse by comparison 😞. It's so hard to look elegant when you're 5"8" and big boned with skin the colour of corned beef 😂
I also need Botox asap - am noticing I look really lined around my eyes when I smile - not something I've ever had before 😖
Sorry, really long moan there but I'm feeling a bit pissed off! I shall persevere though - at least I know I can do this with Mj! Would've definitely given up by now otherwise.