Morning all. I’ve made the decision to have my last jab today. I had planned one more pen to get me to target but for a few reasons I have decided now is the time to stop. I am now at what I thought was my target weight. Unfortunately I miscalculated it and actually have another 4 pounds to go! I did lose a pound this week and so my total loss from September is 40 pounds and I’ve gone down from a 16 to a 10/12.
I thought long and hard about stopping, for about 8 weeks I have known it was on the horizon, I was edging closer to target and I have always had a financial limit. In the last 6 weeks I have tried to find a balance between dose and side effects and it’s been hard. I have always done very small doses and gone up in tiny increments because I’m so sensitive to MJ. Recently I’ve had reflux and this week some vommiting, it’s definitely not a bug. There’s also the thing that I’ve told nobody I am doing this, and even though this was the right thing for me, it’s not great to feel I’m sneaky. Also, vainity! My neck and stomach are starting to look a bit loose and I think the losing the last 4 pounds very very slowly might help. Finally financially, my extra duties at work are ending and so will the additional pay. So all round I think it’s my time to stop.
So I spent the week thinking about how I’ll manage when I stop. Hopefully I’ve learnt how I ended up overweight in the first place. For me it was portion size, too much wine and lack of movement. It was only when I started calorie tracking that I could see that I had completely underestimated how much I was eating and how much I needed. I plotted a few daily meals that will keep me in a healthy range. I’m also looking at how to get more movement into my day.
So I’m off to do my last jab now, 2.5 again, as in all this time I have never got further than 3.75 and even that was a struggle. This thread has been invaluable for me, everyone experiencing different challenges and seeing the support come through. When my brain catches up with body I think I’ll be really proud that I took control of my lifestyle and future health but I’m not quite there yet.
on and hi @mimosa1 , yes we are certainly super sensitive to this stuff. I’ve found it really helpful to read your posts and know there's someone else who is figuring it all out. I hope you are doing well and finding the right dose!