Hello everyone!
It's been a slow week here for me and the scales haven't moved too much since last week.
I ended up having a full on binge on Saturday (day before jab day) and felt gross afterwards.
I think I'm becoming quite hung up on the numbers in some ways and wanting to lose at least 1kg a week.
Ideally that would be wonderful but I am not sure if it's worth the mental headspace to continue to aim for that.
My food intake is variable and some days I am not eating too much. I don't seem to be losing weight any faster then if I have had more food, if that makes sense.
I have had suppression and sometimes I can't bear to stomach food but I want to start eating more regularly, to prepare for when I come off MJ.
And most of all, I don't want to get disheartened with the smaller weight losses.
I think from now on I'm going to aim for 0.5kg weight loss each week.
I'm going to start focusing on my calorie intake and I've been messing around with numbers today.
If I want to lose 1kg a week, my calorie intake would have to be no more then 1450. That seems so tight for me, more so because I'm very fussy with food (ARFID) and have to eat what I fancy at the time.
If I want to lose 0.5kg a week it gives me a target of approx 1900 calories a day. That will give me more leeway when it comes to food choices.
So I've decided I'm going to take that path and be grateful for whatever lies ahead, no matter how big or small losses.
What matters is that the numbers go down rather than up and I focus on a healthier version of me.