@Jezebel2104 -I got your DM.
I've just done a very basic spread for you in the absence of more detail.
It shows someone in your past who you thought was at your side, who you gave a lot of time and attention to, perhaps showered with gifts, money, love and time but who ultimately was not as reliable as you had hoped, in fact, they proved to be quite fickle. I don't think they meant to hurt you, but they had a bit of a knight in shining armour complex and went chasing off after a new project/person without thinking that it would hurt you.
What has happened as a result is that you have become frozen in time, waiting for that person to send you a sign, or waiting for their return. You are stuck in suspended animation rather than getting on with your life. You're tired and overwhelmed and finding it hard to make the tough decisions you know you should right now. The card Justice came up here and that can sometimes mean that you are wishing for a retribution on someone, which is just a waste of mental effort. Take the time you need to heal yourself but try and let go of negative feelings towards that person. What's done is done, and all you can do is learn from it and move on.
Judgement came up as one of your final cards and this indicates a renewal, a rebirth and the sense of dancing to the tune of your own making. It will take a lot of work from you, as other cards show you just feel like giving up, but there is positivity here that points to a bright future if you keep slogging towards it.
Undercurrents I got from the mix of cards was divorce, unfortunately possibly physical violence or at least mental aggression, and a man in your future who is very self contained and possibly holds some power over you. This could be your father, your boss or a close friend but I would caution against letting them get too close. They want to help, but at a distance.
Ultimately Tarot cards are just a focus for pulling disparate thoughts together, I should confess I have no confidence in them having any supernatural ability, but as a meditative tool they can be very helpful.
I hope your situation improves soon.
Canyon