Ah no seriously pet, seek help.
Im not sure if you know this, but i can post what i like when i like about who i like, once i stay legal, so , really, if i bother you that much, among the thousands of posters here, me, a random poster, you really should step away from the internet a bit and seek therapy for it.
Me, i find you funny, but if i annoy you that much, really, time to step away from the internet love.
Its not good for you.