Thank you @Mrsjayy
She quoted this poem by Federico Garcia Lorca
It's True
Ay, the pain it costs me
to love you as I love you!
For love of you, the air, it hurts,
and my heart,
and my hat, they hurt me.
Who would buy it from me,
this ribbon I am holding,
and this sadness of cotton,
white, for making hankerchiefs with?
Ay, the pain it costs me
to love you as I love you!
After, she said ‘and if I may, the pain it costs, to love, I believe it is always worth it’
I will never forget that. When my heart starts to splinter again, it is all relative to the beautiful and unconditional love I knew.
And I know I can love really. I might not manage it again but I did love. I really did.