self indulgent, please ignore

[Katiekitty]

Just need to let off some angst here

I got dumped by a shithead man a few days ago

It's my birthday today, we were supposed to be spending it doing something together, time booked off etc

Instead, I'm plain old wallowing.

Please snap me out of it

Feel better for just writing it down

I'm at The Bar - Mullered Wine for all?

(am so fucked, fucked,fucked off that shithead fuckface hasn't wished me a happy birthday, when a few days ago he was saying hw worshiped me, loved me - what a mess)

Stupid fuck face that when we went out for a big event, he had a go at me for looking so nice

he is a twaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

It hurts though

Because I trusted him

Went along with him

FUCK

Just keep drinking and remembering what a twat he is and how much better off you are without him.

yep, it hurts

OK it hurts now, but next time you go out you can wear what you like, talk to who you like, be the gorgeous centre of attention, and no one will give you any hassle for it. That will be a GOOD feeling.

May turn out he has given you your best ever birthday present by removing himself.

WE want to be with you anyway!

If he treats you like this, he's just not worth it, you're worth so much more!

Can you keep company with family or friends?

It's natural to feel like you do, we'll stay with you the whole journey.

Hugs!

Molly - yes

But it hurts so much to be alone

No one

I hear what you say and yes, you're right

But it hurts that I didn't see it

And I'm alone for the tenth birthday in a row, it hurts that I trusted him an he said he loved me, worshipped me, but could still wipe me away from his world

Instantly, I'm gone

Tina, thank you!

Every single friend has family, very busy

My one (lovely) family is overseas

Everyone I know, no exaggeration is happily paired off, long term, long forgotten the pain of dating

I don't know what to do or say

None of my friends know about this, all long term married or with DPs.

stick with us, chuck

(in tears)

thank you everyone x

Katie did you get some alcohol then?

Corny - YES! I did! I wrapped as much of my shitty self up as I could and I went to the shop and got a bottle of £9.99 fucking Chablis

Half way though

Wishing I was someone else

oi, stop that

you are faaaaaaaaaabulous

katie, do you want to spill ?

how long were you together ? did you live together ? where is he now ?

do you have dc ? with him or from prev r'ship ?

is there someone else ?

hard to stop it

when is everything going to turn out nice?

I think he's been seeing someone else

I don't want to talk about spefics - too painful (shit spelling, don't care)

It's my fucking birthday

I want to believe that soon I will be happy

sorry

it is likely he is seeing someone else, tbh

well look at this way, the only way is up, right ?

Up where?

Been here before, actualy, when my 3x cheating ex-husband called me today to wish me happy birthday, it was something an nothing all in the same call

I look around at everything and wonder what? why?

Tis lots of shit

And with the ex-bf - yes, I have a name and circumstances and he took the trouble to introduce her to me as well. Shithead

Obv under the guise of not being his OW

Hooray for chablis!! Well done you for going out as well Katie.

awww, katie

you have known some shits

but they are not all like that, I promise you

Really?

(lives in hope)