I'm fucking heartbroken. Found dozens of messages to escorts on my husbands phone today. Literally dozens. He's had one in our house whilst my children were asleep upstairs. He's admitted shagging one of them - obviously he will have been with many more, probably going back years. Calling them to bring coke with them.
My youngest isn't even 2.
He's crying now begging me to forgive him. Apparently he just needed to hit rock bottom and this is his rock bottom. What a fucking twat. I told him to leave but he hasn't got anywhere to go so is on the sofa thinking we will see day by day.
He's contrite at the moment, when he's not snivelling. No doubt the anger will start tomorrow.
Anyhow, I'm starting this thread because I need to be strong and not let him weasel his way back into my life.